Black Poetry : ...No Longer Pregnant...

[LovelyGoldenOne]

i can't do this
i can't do this
no more ruins
i can't do this
my body's achin'
i just can't make it
i can't do this
i have no spirit
my life's so dead
just like my child
pictures in my head
of an unborn child
i can't do this
i just can't do it
i can't take this
all this pain it
makes me cry
makes me wish i
could have died
in my bitter life
my now passed child
is gone now
he or she died somehow
i can't do this
the truth is
i feel so alone
my baby is gone...


i have alot of pain right now....so writing is helpin alot...if u haven't figured it out by now, i had a miscarriage...

 

[islander]

Sister, I am so sorry to hear that. I went through the same thing in May of 2001 and I know exactly how you feel. As much as it hurt at the time, I look back on it now and realize that it had to happen in order for me to get on the path I am today. I'd be lying if I said the pain will cease because it won't. It'll just die down as time goes by, but of course, you will never forget. I suggest that if you have anything that you bought or any journal you kept while you were pregnant, to keep it. Some people see it as a painful memory, but it will turn out to be your greatest strength. I am very sorry for your loss.

 

[true love]

i am so so sorry to hear this...please accept my condolences to you and your family...i will keep you in my prayers...much love to you

 

[LovelyGoldenOne]

thanks islander and truelove...i'll get through this...its just hard with being sick and everything...everything was goin' so good, my health was better and i was happy with my husband and we were gonna have a child...but i'll get through this was God's help and hopefully in the end it'll strengthen me...

 

[MzBlkAngel]

nothing can take the place of your lost
sister i am truely sorry...i know this pain
and hurt....may God bless you and guide you
my prayers are with you and your husband.......much love to you and your family..i am so sorry