Black Poetry : ...No Longer Pregnant...

Discussion in 'Black Poetry - Get Your Flow On!' started by LovelyGoldenOne, Oct 8, 2003.

  1. LovelyGoldenOne

    LovelyGoldenOne Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    i can't do this
    i can't do this
    no more ruins
    i can't do this
    my body's achin'
    i just can't make it
    i can't do this
    i have no spirit
    my life's so dead
    just like my child
    pictures in my head
    of an unborn child
    i can't do this
    i just can't do it
    i can't take this
    all this pain it
    makes me cry
    makes me wish i
    could have died
    in my bitter life
    my now passed child
    is gone now
    he or she died somehow
    i can't do this
    the truth is
    i feel so alone
    my baby is gone...


    i have alot of pain right now....so writing is helpin alot...if u haven't figured it out by now, i had a miscarriage...
     
  2. islander

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    Sister, I am so sorry to hear that. I went through the same thing in May of 2001 and I know exactly how you feel. As much as it hurt at the time, I look back on it now and realize that it had to happen in order for me to get on the path I am today. I'd be lying if I said the pain will cease because it won't. It'll just die down as time goes by, but of course, you will never forget. I suggest that if you have anything that you bought or any journal you kept while you were pregnant, to keep it. Some people see it as a painful memory, but it will turn out to be your greatest strength. I am very sorry for your loss.
     
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    true love Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    i am so so sorry to hear this...please accept my condolences to you and your family...i will keep you in my prayers...much love to you
     
  4. LovelyGoldenOne

    LovelyGoldenOne Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    thanks islander and truelove...i'll get through this...its just hard with being sick and everything...everything was goin' so good, my health was better and i was happy with my husband and we were gonna have a child...but i'll get through this was God's help and hopefully in the end it'll strengthen me...
     
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    nothing can take the place of your lost
    sister i am truely sorry...i know this pain
    and hurt....may God bless you and guide you
    my prayers are with you and your husband.......much love to you and your family..i am so sorry
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    sweet caresses

    this hurt my heart
    from the start
    as i read
    in dis believe
    so pure so new
    my heart feel like u
    so sorry
    wit a tear in my eye
    all the pain u been through
    and this make it worse
    wishing i could hug u
    words can't say for all u
    been through
    my prayer are always with u
    so sad ....:crying: i really feel bad
    o'my try to be strong my sistah
    lean on me ya never alone
    i feel like u
    :(
     
  7. blaquebutterfli

    blaquebutterfli Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    sister,
    there is no shame in acknowledging pain
    and though empty platitudes do little to alleviate the hurt
    all things do work for the best,
    even when we believe otherwise
    don't lose focus on the good - it's still there
    this is my pray for you
     
  8. LovelyGoldenOne

    LovelyGoldenOne Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    thanks everybody for your kind words...u don't know how much they mean to me...
     
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    i'm so sorry lovely...
    mental anguish is a b****
    i know this fo sho...
    i was there help'n my sis when she had one...
    i hope things get betta real soon for you...
    cause you know we all pray for you...
    peace
    khasm
     
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    my heart is with you. I wish I could hug you sis.
     
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