I asked him if he still love me and u know what he said? "what kind of question is that?'' do you know what does to ur insides? why is falling in love so easy but falling out so hard loving so intensely, giving all u have only to loose ur grip on sanity,and yet not clinically mad? When did he find out that things was not same? was he waiting for a good day a right time, some reason to cause pain? I didnt want to fall in love to compromise my goals, lessened my ideals, lare bare my soul. but i did. I did, i crashed head first into that garnet pool of anger and euphoria, pain and desire. why couldnt he answer the question , it was simple dont u agree? only yes or no would suffice for me. i cant handle the intensity. He doesnt love me any more , doesnt he?