Black Poetry : LORD, PLEASE TELL ME

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  1. FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS

    FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS Member MEMBER

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    LORD,
    I NEED YOU TO TELL ME,
    HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO FEEL
    WHEN I CAN'T FEEL NOTHING AT ALL
    NUMB TO THE PAIN OF MY REALITY
    CAN'T DEAL WITH THE FORMALITIES
    OF MY TRUTH
    NO,
    I DON'T NEED DR. PHIL OR DR. RUTH

    I NEED A SALVATION, A NEW REVELATION
    I NEED REDEMPTION NOT TO MENTION
    I NEED YOU LORD

    PLEASE TELL ME, HOW, AM I SUPPOSE TO FEEL, WHEN I NO LONGER CAN HIDE THE BLACK EYES
    WHEN THE PAIN HURT SO BAD, THAT MY EYES CAN NO LONGER FORM TEARS TO CRY

    HOW, AM I SUPPOSE TO FEEL WHEN HIS FIST MAKE MY FACE LOOK LIKE IT UNDER CONSTRUCTION
    WHEN HIS ABUSE CAUSE MY LIFE TO LIE IN TOTAL DESTRUCTION

    JUST PLEASE TELL ME HOW, AM I SUPPOSE TO FEEL AS MY LIPS BEGAN TO SWELL ON MY FACE
    WHEN MY ONLY REALITY IS THE BLOOD FROM MY MOUTH THAT I TASTE

    HERE I, AM A BITC# AGAIN TODAY, NEVER ANY KIND WORDS TO SAY
    BUT THROUGH IT ALL I STILL FIND THE STRENGTH TO PRAY, THAT I'VE SURVIVED ANOTHER DAY

    LORD YOU KNOW,
    I HAVE CRIED OUT, REACHED OUT, SHOUTED OUT UNTIL I, AM, ALMOST PRAYED OUT
    I FEEL SO LEFT OUT, WORN OUT, DYING OUT FROM ABUSE THAT HAS PUT MY MIND IN SO MUCH DOUBT

    LORD PLEASE LOOK AT ME, YOU SAY I, AM, YOUR CHILD, PLEASE HELP ME, I WANT TO DIE
    YET I DON'T BELIEVE IN SUICIDE, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN SURVIVE

    LORD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO PRAY ANYMORE, MY THOUGHTS ARE NO LONGER MINES TO THINK
    I'M SO SCARED, BECAUSE, HE WANTS TO CONTROL EVERYTHING ABOUT ME, EVEN THE WORDS WRITTEN IN THIS INK

    LORD IF NOT TONIGHT, SOMEDAY
    CAN YOU PLEASE FIND ME, HELP ME, SEEK ME, KEEP ME, PLEASE RELEASE ME
    FROM THIS PERSONAL HELL, FROM THE ME THAT I'VE FAILED

    SAVE ME FROM THE HANDS THAT DEMANDS MY DIGNITY AND MY SANITY
    PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THE MAN, THAT HATE TO LOVE ME, BUT LOVES TO HATE ME

    I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT TO BE HERE, BUT I STAND BEFORE YOU, WITH NOTHING LEFT OF ME BUT MY WORDS AND MY HEART
    I STAND BEFORE YOU WITH THE LAST BREATH THAT I MAY GET A CHANCE TO BREATHE, ASKING YOU TO CHOOSE ME A BRAND NEW START

    LORD PLEASE BLESS ME AND GIVE ME A CHANCE TO FEEL
    WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE MY SOUL AT PEACE AND MY SPIRIT HEALED

    TONIGHT LORD
    TAKE ME BACK, TAKE ME FROM THIS DEMON, I CALLED MY MAN
    REMIND HIM THAT YOUR LOVE FOR ME, IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE STRENGHT OF HIS HAND

    © Copyright 2004 by FINDLOVEINME
     
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    Sister Sister Sister ... you had me AAALLLLLLLLL UP IN THIS ... :injured:

    Oh My Gosh ... tell the story ... tell the story ... tell the story !!!

    BEAUTIFUL !!!

    :heart:

    Destee
     
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    DrSeide Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    powerful.... like i've said to all 4 of my sisters, once he put his hands on you, the only option left is to walk away... and then call me
     
  4. FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS

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    I know that is so right
     
  5. FINDLOVEINME_RETURNS

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    Thank you DESTEE
     
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