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Wow I am completly blown away I love this, keep doing your thing.
Appreciate it and see you at the top. I promote myself too so if you here an audio book and/or music cd by Nefertum Husia Shayheh in SC then it's me. Straight spiritual music with some Battlecat aka BC Powda and Quik-like influence like instrumentals i want well need to put out cause i believe instrumentals gives the soul a chance to rest from words and just feel the vibe like miles davis, monk, duke, john coltrane which are my favorite artists. i'm a natural musician/vocalist from my father side. i'm trying to deal with more natural instruments rather than digital but right now i'm going with prices over time. maybe when i get a piece land i can construct an ampitheather like in San Diego in the park after you cross Chula Vista. Poetry has been me since i was a kid i saw things and done em and of course wrote then drew them up as seen. I'm just combining all aspects of art into one perceptively cause i can't do all things spreading thin like water. I learned from Maya Angelou, Baldwin, X, Ben Carson, Assata and Pac how to write like years ago...i couldn't even write myself like from within so i just started to put myself into they body and i was like dang i felt them to the soul. So i took that power and chose books wisely. People been said i should've been put out a book from my family to strangers across the globe on foot. In my life times...i've done seen more crime and untold stories like the winds with of course nature cause i love nature...i always take the time to give appreciation to the speechless. what made me start to really write is when my homegirl got raped, when i saw my homeboy beating his girlfriend down while she was pregnant, when i saw that brotha get his head cracked while in front of his apartment complex...shhh on the real so much pain when you see it you just gotta release it or the burden stays with you forever tearing you up inside...shhh even my two lost born the miscarriage and abortion by different black females at different age ranges and mentalities....screwed me up! the abortion really screwed me up cause it was no need fore it we were both working with the state of sc good jobs of salaries and just being me i wanted to well needed to take us to that next level and be king and queen with her child as mine regardless of the baby father situation cause i never turn my back on my brother and call him this or that i keep my brotha just as i would "think" he would keep me but some people indeed hurt you for love not knowing it cause they be at their pinnacle of insanity and unrealness...in my life honestly i have actually endured some of the worst relationships to include being setup for death twice and played endlessly just to remain their in vain cause i saw my moms stick it out during her abuse of her husband which was my stepfather for a period of time regardless of the black eyes, emotional verbal and nonverbal and even to myself but he knew to never touch or scare my sister cause me and moms would tag team and do him in with rational explanation and knowing me...i would have taken the fall fo sho. so i know how it feels to take pain in to the point of no return until you can finally go somewhere and exhale in tears cause all lives on this earth is not fair and i've done been it with the best, rich, poor and etc. people do all sorts of things unimagineable and imaginable hurting for love from the streets to the wealthiest depending on the perception within the eye of the beholder. i just got my story to tell and people see your up-rise and try to block it unanimously by any of their means collectively necessary. they can't have it nor care less about you. so you stand your ground just like that like that tree..cut a tree down with your words and watch the tree keep growing despite your emptiness...cause even the tree appreciation your negativity fore survival as they turn your breath into positive; now that's metaphysical power! keep expressing yourself. peace and one love.