Paul is much more than I realize
Thank you GrandHustle.
You provide the seed, I water this seed you give, but God gives the INCREASE.
Which I will delve into below.
Certainly you have stirred up my FAITH which has become much deeper in understanding.
Now I have a better understanding of Paul and the WHY he did what he DID. It has become much clearer for me and I can easily make the translation to why Paul and the disciples emphasized "Work with your HANDS and be CONTENT"
A little inside information first.
Paul like Jesus, was used in early African american history as an inspiration which they did GREAT works that the WORLD THEN was astonished by and COULD NOT DENY giving our RACE credit.
One of these works include making something similar to what was FOUND in Egypt by archeologist and chemist who could not UNDERSTAND and DESPARATELY tried to figure out how the ancient Egyptians made it themselves. But a FAITHFUL black man among us in America FIGURED IT OUT with his OWN HANDS and HE considered PAUL the Apostle a GREAT SCHOLAR. The world compared this CREATION similar to what the EGYPTIANS did in the PAST and were TRYING to have him REVEAL how he DID it.
This is just a piece of what I learned from our HISTORY and I dont want to go into detail because YOU TOO if you wish to no MORE about the ancestors should DO YOUR OWN STUDY. From that point on I do not KNOCK or FIND FAULT in anyone believing in the Bible or any other form of BELIEFS.
I dont care about WORKS entirely but they do come from FAITH.
Paul too studied the FATHERS his ancestors and was ZEALOUS over their TRADITIONS. But he still criticized aspects of those TRADITIONS in relationship to HIS PEOPLE at that TIME.
Back to Paul
GrandHustle said:
Saul's life as "an insolent man" was changed completely when he was shown mercy and became the "chosen vessel" of the Lord Jesus Christ. (1 Timothy 1:12, 13) Energies that had motivated participation in the stoning of Stephen and other attacks on Jesus' disciples were turned to entirely different objectives when Saul became the Christian apostle Paul. Jesus evidently saw desirable traits in Saul.
So let me put my spin.
I would question the "Christian" apostle Paul part. Where did Paul say he was Christian?
Ok. Paul ie Saul admits he was a "rude" or "insolent" man. He did not say he was a "murderer".
But.
Act 8:1 And Saul was consenting unto his death. And at that time there was a great persecution against the church which was at Jerusalem; and they were all scattered abroad throughout the regions of Judaea and Samaria, except the apostles.
So Saul and his bloodletting men (perhaps they were ROMANS since GrandHustle pointed out and Paul himself admit he was a Roman citizen) tried to persecute the Church beyond belief.
Meaning even though DEATH or MURDER was NOT DIRECTLY or INTENTIONALLY on Saul's MIND, he STILL wanted to SQUASH and SUBDUE this Church and make them ADMIT to its SHAME to him, Roman empire and Jerusalem rule.
In effect this was based on Saul's FREEWILL.
Because of his ZEALOUS belief in the WRONG of the Church, it caused DEATH indirectly, not of his own HANDS but through HIS PURSUITS.
Once
GrandHustle said:
Said Jesus: "This man [Saul] is a chosen vessel to me to bear my name to the nations as well as to kings and the sons of Israel."-Acts 9:15.
Paul later admitted that his former CONDUCT he did it in IGNORANCE.
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So what does this mean for me.
Well I look at it today as this. I zealously talk about the ancestors and how their lives affected us today. I talk about Africa and it meaning. I talk about the world and its meaning.
But I ZEALOUSLY want a CELLPHONE. I ZEALOUSLY want a DIAMOND necklace or ring. If not me MY GIRL wants THESE THINGS.
Where do some of the components or resources come from?
AFRICA. Congo. Sierra Leone. South Africa, etc.
What is happening over there?
WAR. STRIFE. SOCIAL DISASTER. DEATH. DESTRUCTION. HOPELESSNESS. SADNESS.
Remember Oprah, did a special on BLACK MEN in Africa and RAPE RAPE RAPE.
Am I thinking about THIS when I ZEALOUSLY WANT THESE THINGS.
No.
But the big question is am I indirectly CONSENTING TO THEM IF I ZEALOUSLY WANT THEM?
The answer is YES. No excuse.
How am I CONSENTING?
I ZEALOUSLY WANT A DIAMOND RING and a CELLPHONE. If not for me but for my GIRL, my FAMILY, my FRIEND still the answer is YES.
Guess what THESE ARE NOT FROM OUR HANDS. This is not WORKS from our HAND.
Am I IGNORANT for not CHOOSING TO KNOW?
Like Paul said, you are your OWN JUDGE. I cannot decide this. Paul through his testimony came to this conclusion.
Am I am murderer?
Paul did not say he was, and I dont believe I am, but I do CONSENT to MURDER OPPRESSION etc when I buy these products because I DO IT ZEALOUSLY IN IGNORANCE. SIN works in ME as Paul said.
From the book of ACTS 2
36: Therefore let all the house of Israel know assuredly, that God hath made that same Jesus, whom ye have crucified, both Lord and Christ.
All the house of Israel, meaning even though they did not directly crucify Jesus they CONSENTED to it.
Paraphrase
All of America and the world , meaning even though we did not crucify trouble Africans in the Congo Sierra Leone and South Africa directly but we did CONSENT to it.
37: Now when they heard this, they were pricked in their heart, and said unto Peter and to the rest of the apostles, Men and brethren, what shall we do?
Street ministers, you cannot decide who is saved and who isnt. I cant even DECIDE that. Only if someone comes and ASK YOU TO BE SAVED. The people have to use their FREEWILL in this matter.
38: Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.
After the people ASKED out of their own FREEWILL and CONCERN, Peter RESPONDED to it. Their FAITH as Jesus puts it MADE THEM WELL.
39: For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call.
40: And with many other words did he testify and exhort, saying, Save yourselves from this untoward generation.
Even Paul said this is a evil age. I wonder if things really CHANGED.
41: Then they that gladly received his word were baptized: and the same day there were added unto them about three thousand souls.
Received his words. But first the people ASKED. A good lesson if I was a STREET DISCIPLES.
42: And they continued stedfastly in the apostles' doctrine and fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayers.
43: And fear came upon every soul: and many wonders and signs were done by the apostles.
They realized how DESTRUCTIVE their ZEALOUS DESIRES really WERE. They saw the FEAR of what they were CONSENTING too.
44: And all that believed were together, and had all things common;
45: And sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need.
They realized that their goods did not bring PEACE. So they sold them to make PEACE with ALL.
46: And they, continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, did eat their meat with gladness and singleness of heart,
47: Praising God, and having favour with all the people. And the Lord added to the church daily such as should be saved.
Having FAVOR or PEACE with all PEOPLE. Can I say this WORLD and the movers and shakers inside it have FAVOUR with all PEOPLE in all CONTENTMENT. Paul mention you can be ZEALOUS but in a GOOD THING.
But I guess this is a FIRM TEST of FAITH. To give up your GOODS and POSSESSIONS and LIVE OFF FAITH. Sell your goods for the MONEY which you can buy food is no problem. That is what Jesus said and did and that is what PAUL did through SELF-INFLICTED SUFFERRING.
Paul gave up his PRIVILEDGE position (since he an authoritarian BACKGROUND) and was EAGAR to serve the POOR.
Yes. Amen.
No wonder he survived all the SUFFERING he went through from his own countrymen at sea on the land etc.
Our ancestors gave up their FORMER lives in Africa (still long for it, because they had FAITH) and their LIFE in America for FAITH (faith in the new generation to bring us freedom).
They too SURVIVED all the SUFFERING.
To me its not surprising that many of our ancestors (American-born) (generation) shortly after Reconstruction and before that time was making all kinds of discoveries and such for our RACE for this NATION and the WORLD. They had strong FAITH.
Today. We face different THINGS but the same FREEWILL within US exist.
Not giving up and this GIFT is STILL up for grabs.
If PAUL was meant for 'ruthless' EUROPEANS they FAILED in his TEACHING MISERABLY.
I read and seen more SUCCESS with PAUL in our RACE and in others TOO.