I know for me its hard to let go and see love for what it really is. But you captured the pain that sometimes go along with well I'll say love jones because
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.
-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7