Black Poetry : Foolish

[sahara heart]

the feelings pour out onto this blank page like a river flowing ever so violently
stuborn and foolish of me to believe
that i was the apple of your eye
the sunshine of your life
your one true love
Now the realization of the truth hits me with a force that won't leave me...
My heart is swollen with anger, pain, sorrow...
tears choke me
I want to let go but my head is now weaker than my heart

Darkness fills my thoughts, lost and falling deep down into a bottomless pit
Who will save me from myself from myself?
For once, I dont want to be in the place I am right now.
Impossible to erase the thoughts of you
Unreciprocated love, never once noticed
How could I be so foolish?
Dont know what hurts me most...
The lies or all the love I gave????

 

[watzinaname]

Hard to know what hurts more, but the pain can be unbearable. One of those situations you have to put in the hands of a higher power, and don't beat yourself up in the meantime. Feeling this piece.

 

[$$RICH$$]

what seem a lost is a bigger gain
the deep inner pain rips da heart
yet it will mend to a sunny day ahead

 

[queentswana]

That's ever so true...the heart is a self-healer. Use this time wisely and get to spoil yourself, love and pamper you...
Master "Inside love"...and the outside will follow. thanks for sharing this part of you with us.