the feelings pour out onto this blank page like a river flowing ever so violently stuborn and foolish of me to believe that i was the apple of your eye the sunshine of your life your one true love Now the realization of the truth hits me with a force that won't leave me... My heart is swollen with anger, pain, sorrow... tears choke me I want to let go but my head is now weaker than my heart Darkness fills my thoughts, lost and falling deep down into a bottomless pit Who will save me from myself from myself? For once, I dont want to be in the place I am right now. Impossible to erase the thoughts of you Unreciprocated love, never once noticed How could I be so foolish? Dont know what hurts me most... The lies or all the love I gave????