dark, brooding clouds adorn my sky
absent of birds and other life forms
that makes one appreciate
GOD's creation
i sit on the bottom of a deep well
looking up...through a chasm of depressed emotions
how do i escape this
how can i pull myself up
through all the rubbish
dumped on me daily
loosed... in this deep well of self-defeat
i've grown content to swim through
murky corridors of pain and distrust
learning to accept my fate...without fuss
no matter how deep my sorrow may be
i have no comprehension
coz darkness surrounds me
drowning in the syrupy-thickness
of the jealousy raging through me
do you understand
can you comprehend the depths of my agony
...this sorrow that probes deep in my soul
robbing me of happiness
a darkness came over me
i could not see
...could not feel through the blood lust
that fuels the flames of distrust
as i sink...ever-deeper
in this sesspool of misunderstanding
...like quicksand
it steadily pulls at me
i can't break free
from the darkness that surrounds me
only darkness surrounds me
loneliness crowds my nights
as emptiness fills my day
there is no hope for tomorrow.
how could i see into a future that don't exist
the thing is
there are no positives
...no ego strokes to soothe the pain of yesterday
taking two steps back for each one i gain
that makes me say
i'm surrounded by darkness
I'm..............in the darkness
absent of birds and other life forms
that makes one appreciate
GOD's creation
i sit on the bottom of a deep well
looking up...through a chasm of depressed emotions
how do i escape this
how can i pull myself up
through all the rubbish
dumped on me daily
loosed... in this deep well of self-defeat
i've grown content to swim through
murky corridors of pain and distrust
learning to accept my fate...without fuss
no matter how deep my sorrow may be
i have no comprehension
coz darkness surrounds me
drowning in the syrupy-thickness
of the jealousy raging through me
do you understand
can you comprehend the depths of my agony
...this sorrow that probes deep in my soul
robbing me of happiness
a darkness came over me
i could not see
...could not feel through the blood lust
that fuels the flames of distrust
as i sink...ever-deeper
in this sesspool of misunderstanding
...like quicksand
it steadily pulls at me
i can't break free
from the darkness that surrounds me
only darkness surrounds me
loneliness crowds my nights
as emptiness fills my day
there is no hope for tomorrow.
how could i see into a future that don't exist
the thing is
there are no positives
...no ego strokes to soothe the pain of yesterday
taking two steps back for each one i gain
that makes me say
i'm surrounded by darkness
I'm..............in the darkness