Black Poetry : stuck....

[Auroraflower]

it was even there before i start writting....
just now..


a long ......long....

break ....

silents......

braincells pose.....
in ice..
whatever....


and it knows...
filling the space with ,words like ..
broken dreams.......

he is painting the rainbow shoes .....
into grey...
it was all fake...
they were fake...
they just ate ..

JUST ATE.....
Debate....
for the moment take......

i am telling my savior.....
its not about you ...
youre always good..

i,m telling them ..
i am good cause i,m still breating ..
i am eating...
and its treu ..
what more do you need...
...


I DID IT ...

i did it again...

let my self being fooled bye those beautifull words.....
dreams ,
invetation......

and here i am standing ....

alone again.....

in my

""broken" dreams.....


oh my .....


i left my country ........

FOR WHAT.....FOR WHAT......


OH mY i,ve been SOOOOOOO STUPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIID



Oh my.... ....



oh no ....
no no.....
long way to go.....




BY the WAY IM 32 Hello I am 32 HELLO HELLO......HELLO..


So ?

SO ?

SO?.....

i,m not young ,I,m not Old


I made a step....

dont want routine..

what do you want from me?


i,m trying ..
try again ..
i,m trying ..
try again...
i,m flying...
try again...

i,m stuck..


On a island ..?
no its not the island...
in my mind ?
i dont know?
in my soul?
not that i know?

I dont think so (saying it with a melody....la da da da )...

i dont know "'do you see sumthing?
let me know ....ya know,,,
you supposed to let me know ...
YA KNOW !..
so that i can grow... .....


of course i have always been open and honest about it ..
i WANT A HOME....


oh my
people ouside ""Church" talking bad about people in church..
people in "'church "' talking bad about people outside church....
But we all want One Love...

HAHAHAHA its sad...




IS THERE A HOME WHERE I MIGHT ......tiny Might fit in...


o i knew about this .......

long time ago....

its a small road...








but right now......


i am in a hole......
























where is the door...

where is the door ....


where is the door....













there is non....

just look up...




i,m stuck ...
i,m stuck..

help me..

i,m stuck...

i can not do this alone....
i need you...









where is the door !!!!!!!!


THE DOOR !!!!!!!!!!!!!




you hear me...



i,m not afraid to enter it...



YOu hear me....


I,m not afraid to enter it.....







you hear me ...
you hear me...



back off.......




you can not HOld me....






here.....








i,m bought by his presius blood....




maybe for now i am stuck...













but......

 

[Auroraflower]

bla bla bla bla bla balbla... ...


lalalallalla..........



auroraflower.....





you just done great....




blabla balbla..





chi porty....

pity pity pity......

tu t tutu tu ...


hush now......





sssssss we dont want to wake them up.......



wow wow wow who ?


want to wake who up.....







Choir ....""are you ok "' are you ok "' (singing like those dokters and nurses of that soap ,with a musical epasode..... .......episode ...you spelled it wrong )


there you go again...

bla bla bla bla ....


they wont understand you...










Love whatevermanflower

 

[$$RICH$$]

very nicely done sis