Brother it isn't easy. Between trynna heal and teach our people what's going on and trynna break through their conditioning while being asked to be politically correct in the face of our emergency....yes, it gets taxing. Then to top it off, it's not white people but our own who are bringing the biggest opposition to being woken up....but as I stated so well before, "long before we can get next to them we have to get some of our own out of the way that serve as their gate keepers and protectors. If we been hacked open, the last thing that we need is a band aid, so I'm gonna keep doing what I'm doing with the inspiration of Nzinga who fought against these devils even after the age of 60 and led the army herself as opposed to doing it from behind a desk or a fortress!!
It's a crying shame, a disgrace, a dam nightmare that we have to fight against our own people before we can fight against the white people!