Black Poetry : It's (un)Clear To Me

[Randee]

Mourning the loss of you
and you're still breathing,
eating, shi^^ing, sleeping
(with who (not that I care)?)
You say, no, no, that's not it,
just some things I am going through . . .
You said at the beginning we would always be friends
but, what does that mean when
whenever or however i need you
we're on borrowed time
(that you always end).
It's been three weeks since I have heard from you
(without me calling you,
questioning why you don't call me)
so its obvious other than (financial) obligations you made
(and already $$$spent$$$)
you want nothing to do with me
so my options seem limited in what I can do
its not like we were ever committed
to eachother, (more like I was in . . .
what. . .not love or lust, maybe admiration of you
and your style and ways, and now I don't know why)
all i know is everytime I look at the phone
my stomach turns in knots
wondering what it was I didn't give you
to make you love me. . .
maybe love and trust. . .
neither which you deserved from me anyway.

 

[$$RICH$$]

whoaaaaaaaaaa!!
felt dis here indeed
flow on now !

 

[MzBlkAngel]

oh this was deep
nice write please flow on....

 

[gempis]

oh, sweetie. I am really really feelin this one. that ish hurts so bad, doesn't it. Stay strong and keep reminding yourself that it's his problem, not yours. It wasn't your failure to give what was necessary, but a flaw in him. He is dogging you, and you deserve so much more respect than that. Much love to you.

ps - this is tight

 

[watzinaname]

Goodness knows I've been there, and sometimes it feels like the swift kick that never ends..but it does at some point. Like the way you put this together.