Some folks have a lighting bug mentality. Always trying to light up their own behind. Can’t go out and get their own. Don’t tear someone else down from their thrown. Tearing down friends. Pulling others down. Relation lacking. Selfish character traits. Tons of back stabbing. Never encouraging others, it is a gift. Never given. Not even learned. Your reward is in the giving Of encouragement, support and concern. For the one that you support Should not leave you there. If you work for them, support them Them being a friend like they should. In your needs they should care. Turn back often to help you get there.