<hopefully this does not offend anyone > I accept our reality that we are not.. and ... most likely... will never be together... Fine.... that is very fine with me. I do know... that it was more than ***** that brought you by my house. I do know that it was more than ***** or a good blow job that had you calling and calling after months of not seeing each other....Hum... Me being a woman and knowing... how a woman can effect a man... I know that it was not just ***** that bought you by my house at night to stand in front of my house in the dark for 10 mins. I do wish however .. that you would have taken the chance and the risk and tried to express how you felt about me..... At some point and time you did love.. me.. or you at least decided to acknowledge within yourself... that I really LOVED you.... But I do know... you did not only come by... for the *****. You see... you passed ***** at the bus stops.... You passed *****.. that last time you were in the stores. You passed up lots of ***** those countless times you went out and decided to... and then not to ....have sex with those women again..... I know that while you were on the way to see me... ***** was calling But.. something.. else brought you here......What... was it? By the way.. I love you too.