Black Poetry : Your Letter.

[thatgirl74]

Well here I am again with all this stuff on my mind.
Now my intention is not to even give you this letter but to
Get this off my chest and then walk away.
I need to walk away from you in every since of the word
See I am still juggling the feelings that I had(have) for you
It seems that time is not helping. And the fact of these feelings
are causing me to be hurt when it is never you intention.
How did I get here how did it become this deep? I mean how is
it that I am holding on to feelings that I should have been way over
I try to get mad at you or think bad about you long enough
To get you out my mind but that never happens
I realized that I actually love you in your own way and it
Isn’t taking anything from my love for my man.
How does that happen? Ok so now you thinking I amtripping
And I am I mean it is not even about sex(which is whole nother convo)
It is about what I feel when I see you talk to you am around you
How I hold on to the little things you say and play them over and over
In my head how you inspire my poetry star in my dreams
Cause me to sing. You get the picture.?
Well it is safe to say that needing to see you and wanting to see you
Is two different things I want to more than I need to.
And I say all this just because it is pouring out of my heart
And can’t be contained. And yet I know that I will never let
You see just how deeply you have touched me. Never let you
Know that my life is never ever gonna be the same because
I can never be with you the way I want to.
SO I end this letter feeling as hopeless as I did when I started.

 

[$$RICH$$]

i feel ya sometime we find ourselves in this mold

 

[sarcasm4eva]

hey gurl....u reading my diary again? lol. i know exactly how u feel. was he ur 1st love? sometimes 'that' one person gets part of ur heart n never leaves.keep ya head up.

 

[4EVERLUV]

Singn' to the choir

Flo on poet... Much Luv

 

[spicybrown]

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Love Jones