In the blink of an eye my dream life is gone Can't see a white and yellow house or picket fence anymore Don't see me looking at our little brown children whom I'd adore You're asking me to give this up for a hypothetical scheme It could end in me burying you before I get my diamond ring To loose you for all eternity would be to loose myself and my king Even worse you could be knocked with a curse to do a 25 year bid What would I do then especially if I had you kids? This is a dangerous game you're playing and our lives are at risk Is it worth the instant gratification of a new crib and fancy whips? Are you willing to go back into that rat infested hole that the Government would like to call a rehabilitation center or state penitentiary? I feel like its till death do us part but I don't want To die young or be your widow at 21 I love you so much because you are my true king You've opened up my eyes to new things, such as the beauty in me But I don't know if I can do for you what you are asking of me When you told me your decision last night, I cried myself to sleep Thinking this could truly be the end of you and me I don't have the heart to live as a drug dealer's wife But when we first me I told you I would ride or die And right now you've got me diein inside So for now it's time to say goodnight and goodbye... I'll always love you and you will still be a king in my eyes.