You Are Heartbreak I felt like my heart was ripped from my chest And for a moment the whole world stopped After 3 years you tell me that it’s all been a lie? And that after all you couldn’t keep your **** in your pants My mind races with insane thoughts You look at me with the blankest of stares You disgust me I hate you I wish that I never played tag with you when I was 5 I wish I never let my fist kiss be you when I turned 9 I wish that I never lost my virginity to you I wish that 7 years later I never agreed to say “I do” But, I love you I have always loved you I loved you before I could spell my name I loved before I even knew what love was Our love was so pure and so simple then How did things get so messed up? You were my best friend and I yours. You used to be able to tell me anything Now you’re keeping secrets? I shared my life with you since before I can even remember. I wanted to share the rest with you. We WERE the fairytale. Then reality hits Forever doesn’t guarantee ****. Best friends is just two words Trust is a lie Love is a ***** Honesty cheats daily with “Deception” Where do we go from here? If I throw you away, I throw away every last memory I have of my life. You were my smiles all those years when all I could do was cry When I detoxed, you were my 12 steps When I was getting hit, you were my knight Now all of a sudden the tables turn. You are the dragon You are the dark clouds You are the tears on my pillow You are what you saved me from for years. You are heartbreak.