Black Spirituality Religion : You Are God (An easy to follow step-by-step guide on how to become immortal) - Let the old post die, this one has pictures!

In a brief interlude when he is not trying to kill the hero of the movie, he meets his soul mate and falls in love with her. Her name is Dolly.

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(Image obtained from the movie Moonraker under Fair Use, Director - Lewis Gilbert)

I distinctly remember Dolly having braces. When they first meet, she isn't smiling or has her mouth open. She just stares at him. Then she smiles and you see that she has braces and they instantly fall in love. When I see clips of that scene now, she doesn't have braces. Perhaps I have manifested a tiny aspect of an alternate reality where Dolly had no braces. There are of course people who say she never had braces. What are the implications of the Mandela Effect if the Mandela Effect is true? The past is not actually the past. It is a certain dimensional reality you are bringing into existence into the reality of the now. It also implies that no two people experience the same objective reality and that no two people experience time in exactly the same way. Is this an indication we are evolving and are starting to perceive both reality and time differently? Can we consciously amplify the Mandela Effect? Is reality malleable? Or perhaps I have created a false memory or someone has altered the movie and removed the braces. I think that as more of us realize we can become immortal, filmed movies and written word word will actually change, reality glitches and the mandela effect will amplify. Now what do I mean by this. Let's take the first sentence of the novel Moby Dick, "Call me Ishmael". This might change to "My name is Ishmael". And it will happen to every copy of Moby Dick in existence, simultaneously, both electronic copies and physical copies.

Section Twenty Five: The One Awareness... And The Infinite Consciousnesses

There is only one awareness. Sit down and have a conversation with one of your friends. You are staring at him and he is staring at you. You are talking to him and he is talking to you. The awareness that is staring out of your eyes and looking at your friend is the exact same awareness that is coming out of your friend's eyes and looking at you. Pet a dog and stare at it directly in the eyes. The awareness that is coming out of the dog's eyes and looking directly at you is the same awareness that is coming out of your eyes and looking at the dog. Go on an African safari and witness a lion take down a zebra. The awareness of the lion is the same awareness that the zebra has which is also the same awareness you are using to witness the event. It's all one and the same awareness. This is what you are at your most simplest and at the most fundamental level of your existence... awareness.

Sit in the middle of your room at night, turn off all the lights. Close your eyes and physically move both your eyeballs to the bridge of your nose, you should be cross-eyed. Keep your eye lids closed, keep your eyeballs cross-eyed, stare forward, ignore your life experiences, ignore your unique personality, ignore your knowledge, and just be aware that you actually exist. Marvel in the fact that you are aware of yourself. Marvel in the fact that you are aware. Do not marvel, just be aware. Try to attain thoughtless, objectless, idealess, conceptless, languageless, mathless, bodyless, and eyeless awareness. This one awareness is God. This one awareness is you. You are God. This is also the exact same awareness that all 7 billion people on this planet are using. This is the exact same awareness that every animal has, even an ant. If alien lifeforms on another planet that is billions and billions of light years away from us do in fact exist, they would be using the same awareness we are using. This is the oneness that everything shares. This is how every conscious living thing is interconnected. This is the oneness that has always existed and will always exist. This one awareness has no true name, is without gender, is neither masculine or feminine, is without shape or form, and is timeless. This is the same awareness you had 13.8 billion years ago just before you created the big bang. This one awareness fractures itself into infinity every time you open your eyes. And it can keep going... forever. Your enemy is using the exact same awareness that you are using. Do you have children? They are using the same awareness you are using. It's not the same consciousness, it's not the same personality, it's not the same life experiences, it's not the same feelings, it's not the same thoughts; but it is the same awareness. Pure awareness does not have memory, but consciousness does have memory. This is why, for the most part, we cannot remember our past lives and is one of the major differences between awareness and consciousness. The scientific evidence scientists have found for the big bang are your "memories". You are a singular multi-perspective, multi-dimensional being. There are infinite perspectives, there are infinite dimensions. The one awareness can look through infinite perspectives all at once. Reality is a single awareness that is creating infinite consciousnesses so that it can interact with itself. And eventually we will be able to come up with a mathematical model for this. Physicists working on the holographic principle will probably figure this out and use string theory for the multi-dimensionality aspects. This one awareness is the closest thing to God that exists. Unfortunately, this isn't the God you christians are looking for. You're looking for some old bearded white man right? Even non-white christians want it to be an old bearded white man. The one awareness is eternal and invulnerable, it cannot be destroyed, it cannot destroy itself, and it encompasses all of existence and reality; so it does have some characteristics of the God that you want. However, it is powerless in some ways. It has not created a heaven to reward the righteous, it has not created a hell to punish the wicked. Get it through your **** head, no one goes to hell. Relishing the idea that the wicked will be condemned to hell for eternity will make you grow old. The one awareness does not judge or condemn or reward or hate or love; it is incapable of these things. It just knows it exists. The true power of the one awareness is that it can create infinite, unique, self-aware, and independent consciousnesses. Each consciousness has it's own body, personality, memories, thoughts, feelings, emotions, life experiences, knowledge, opinions, etc. I don't think the one awareness creates universes. A single consciousness can create its own non-shared infinite universe. I believe when two or more consciousnesses interact, this is what creates a shared universe or shared plane of existence, i.e. our planet. I suspect the one awareness itself has no free will, because we have free will. And if a being doesn't have free will, isn't that essentially a prison?

Imagine you walk into a grocery store and this is what you see. One man is looking at some cans on a shelf, the other man is looking at some drinks in the cooler. Both men do not see you. This is just a random image, I do not know these men. This is a grocery store somewhere in Dubai (image used without permission).

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Since there is only one awareness, the perspective that belongs to the man looking at the cans and the perspective that belongs to the man looking at the drinks are both in the same physical location as your perspective. All three of you are standing in the exact same place. But you, as a separate consciousness, do not see these other two perspectives. As a separate consciousness, you are only looking through one perspective. Those two other men and you are one and the same being. Since there are 7 billion people on this planet, all 7 billion perspectives are in the same physical location as your perspective. Now add the perspectives of all the animals and insects on this planet, they are all coming from you as well. Let's say you are in America, a person in China is actually standing in the same physical location that you are standing in. The person in China is just seeing different things from what you are seeing. When two consciousnesses are in the same area, their perspectives are simply overlapping.

I predict understanding multi-dimensionality, that is physical dimensions beyond the three we already know and experience, will enable us to achieve interstellar space travel. A tesseract, probably the easiest four dimensional object to understand, is the four dimensional equivalent of a three dimensional cube; which you can google about if you are curious. The figure below is not what a tesseract looks like. The figure below is a three dimensional projection of the actual tesseract itself. We cannot visualize four dimensions, no one knows what a tesseract really looks like. I realize it doesn't seem all that impressive so look for a video or animation of a rotating tesseract.

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(Image of tesseract obtained from Wikipedia under Creative Commons, Creator - None Cited)

From there, it's not hard to conceive the possibility of physical dimensions higher than four. Consider now the possibility of infinite physical dimensions. Under psychedelics, physical reality can distort. Straight edges can curve, curves can straighten. During one of my experiences, physical reality did appear to me as a type of "fractured mirror". In retrospect, I believe I was seeing physical reality not in normal three dimensions but in either 4 or 5 dimensions; possibly even higher. Perhaps the next stage of evolution is for us to become four dimensional. Is the concept of transcendence or ascension us becoming four dimensional? I think so. Would becoming four dimensional give us an unbelievable amount of freedom and inner peace? If this is the case, then immortality is not the endgame. Immortality would simply be a stage along the way and really nothing to write home about. I certainly do not feel inner peace all of the time. Perhaps inner peace is something we have to attain first before we can become four dimensional. Maybe becoming four dimensional is how we break out of this confining three dimensional reality. I think that when we go into deep sleep or dream, we are temporarily going back to a zero, one, or two dimensional state. Deep sleep or death is probably a zero dimensional state. There's an old saying I heard once; they say resurrecting yourself is just like waking up. All the dead have to do is just wake up. Multi-dimensionality could also potentially provide scientific explanations for paranormal phenomenon as well. Ghosts, cryptids, teleportation, and portals might be scientifically and mathematically possible in a multi-dimensional framework. Quantum mechanics may actually make more sense in higher dimensions. Another possible evolutionary stage we might have to pass through is our DNA becoming triple-stranded. There could be a correlation. Our DNA is double stranded and we have three dimensional bodies. If our DNA became triple-stranded would we become four dimensional? But anyway, let's keep going with multi-dimensionality. We all exist inside an infinite three-dimensional universe. Does this mean our three-dimensional universe exists entirely inside a four-dimensional universe? And is this four-dimensional universe entirely contained within a five-dimensional universe? And so on, to infinity? Maybe the north pole and the south pole are actually right next to each other when viewed from higher dimensions. The speed of light cannot be exceeded in three dimensions. Perhaps it can be exceeded in higher dimensions? The closest star to us is Alpha Centauri, it's about 4.2 light years away. Perhaps in higher dimensions, it's practically next door. Another possible way that reality might be able to manifest itself is through non-Euclidean geometry, the math works and I've seen some pretty interesting simulations.

Let me relate one more psychedelic experience. I was taking a walk. It was during the late afternoon. Everything seemed to be moving slower than what I would normally perceive. I could perceive every flap of a bird's wings. I could see every blade of grass, every leaf on every tree, swaying in the breeze. I could see waves of water fluctuate and shimmer as photons were reflected off it's surface. People and cars that were far away where moving very slow, but as they got closer to me their motions would speed up. Was I in a higher dimensional state? The laws of physics appear to be modified in higher dimensions. The sun was not setting as one would expect, the sun was following me. While under the influence of psychedelics I concluded that I was experiencing the earth as being flat. Is the earth actually flat in higher dimensions? One thing I have noticed is that there is definitely a significant amount of people advocating the earth is flat. I am a classically educated academian so of course I think these people are insane. But perhaps some people have evolved to the extent that they can now actually perceive reality in higher dimensions to a certain degree? The computer game Minecraft actually generates a huge world full of mountains, forests, deserts, tundras, grasslands, islands, oceans, etc. The interesting thing is that it creates all of this in a flat world, not a spherical planetoid like our own earth. You can have a flat world in a computer. And if reality is like a computer simulation; then it could be possible, from a certain perspective, that the earth is flat. Right now we have 2D retinas and 3D eye lenses. In order for us to see four dimensions, we would have to evolve 3D retinas and 4D eye lens. Perhaps for some people, this is slowly beginning to happen. Maybe for some people, their retinas are not two dimensional and flat. They might not have fully enclosed three dimensional retinas, but maybe their retinas have a curved or cup-like shape enabling them to see higher dimensions to a certain degree. Instead of relying on random mutations or genetic engineering, can we consciously direct our own evolution naturally? The two images below are used without permission. I did not make them but I think they are very useful in understanding multi-dimensionality and how we might perceive multi-dimensionality in the future without using psychedelics.

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Here is my current "concept" of a fourth physical dimension. The screenshot below is a three-dimensional first-person video game. You are holding a laser gun. Imagine your face is so close to the screen that the computer screen is all you see. For all practical purposes, you are in the dimensional reality of the video game.

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(Image obtained from in-game screenshot of the computer game No Man's Sky, Publisher - Hello Games)

Take a step back so your face is not right up to the screen. Now you see two computer screens side-by-side. You are now in a higher dimensional reality. You were originally in the dimensional reality of the game on the right.

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Step forward so your face is close to the screen on the left. You have left the higher dimensional reality and moved back down to a lower dimensional reality. But this lower dimensional reality is different from the one you were in before.

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(Image obtained from in-game screenshot of the computer game Elder Scrolls: Skyrim, Publisher - Bethesda)

Take a step back again and you are back in the higher dimensional reality. The two computer screens are essentially portals to other worlds.

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Now take a step back with your "consciousness" this time. Can you take your physical body with you? Why not? You are now in a fourth physical dimension. Maybe you would see something like this.

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Or this.

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Or this.

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Now step forward into one of the lower dimensions.

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If you were four-dimensional, you could escape from a prison cell and the guards would be clueless. Since we don't know what a fourth physical dimension looks like, I've just represented it with blackness. So how do we become four dimensional? I have no idea. But I'm sure it starts as a concept in the mind. We had to have been non-dimensional, zero dimensional, one dimensional, then two dimensional first; if one accepts that a logical progression is necessary for existence or sanity. If you could fly, you wouldn't have to deal with any silly government passport nonsense. If I figure out how to fly or become four dimensional, I'll add it to the essay. There may be a karmic barrier, but fundamentally I think the barrier is psychological. Psychological barriers are for the individual, karmic barriers are for when we deal with other conscious beings. Flying is 100% possible, I know this because we've all dreamt it. Whether you are good or whether you are evil, we've all dreamt it. If Superman were real, he wouldn't stop bank robbers, politicians, drug dealers, or war; he would stop the exploitation of children and serial killers. It does appear that we have symbolically associated money with being alive. One thing I am certain of, money is not going to help us become four dimensional. Something major has to happen to us; either our genetics drastically change or we evolve our consciousness. My recommendation is to let your imagination run wild. We can probably create infinite dimensional realities, worlds upon worlds; but we will never be able to escape from ourselves and the harmful things we've done to other people and animals.

Section Twenty Six: The States Of Existence

Below is a Venn diagram of the states of existence. Keep in mind this model is theoretical, so I could be wrong. Awareness, or consciousness, is the foundation that everything rests upon. Nothing else can exist without consciousness. Death, dreaming, and life cannot exist without consciousness. As I said earlier, death is not truly death. You still exist. It's just that your consciousness is surrounded by nothing and you are fully aware of the nothingness around you.

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In the diagram you will notice that life is entirely surrounded by dreaming and that dreaming is entirely surrounded by death. I am proposing that life, or the physical universe, exists entirely inside the state of dreaming. When you are dreaming, yes, logical things can happen; but also illogical things can happen. So the laws of dreaming are less restrictive than the laws of physics. Life is a dream, it's just that it is a dream with some very specific rules; mainly that logic and science have the most dominant effects and this is evidenced by the laws of physics. The diagram implies that the laws of physics exist entirely within the laws of dreaming. This means that you created death first, then dreaming, then life; in that order. This also means that the laws of dreaming are more "fundamental" than the laws of physics. The laws of awareness will always apply no matter what state of existence you are in.

Existence itself does not have a scientific or logical explanation to it. But everything we perceive about existence does seem to have a scientific or logical explanation to it. The laws of physics are logical, but they ultimately rest on the foundation of consciousness which is not logical. Does this mean then that literally anything is possible? If we can manifest it in dreams, does this mean we can manifest it in the physical universe? I would say that thoughts, daydreaming, and imagination are just some of the ways the laws of dreaming can manifest while we are awake and experiencing the physical world. I don't believe the laws of dreaming can be described with mathematical equations. I believe the laws of dreaming are all simple axioms. The awake life in our physical universe is obviously a "shared" experience. Can the state of dreaming be a shared experience as well? Can two separate and independent consciousnesses actually meet and interact in dreams?

I would like to expand on this model even further. For the diagram below I have shrunk the size of our physical universe. And even though I have shrunk the size of our physical universe, realize it is still infinite in size.

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In this next diagram, in addition to our physical universe, I am proposing that there are infinite universes within the state of dreaming. I have only drawn a total of 29 smaller circles within the state of dreaming but realize there are actually infinite circles. These other universes might have different physical laws. In other universes, worlds may in fact be flat. The flat worlds created by Minecraft follow mathematical rules, so it's possible. Perhaps using psychedelics makes some of these other universes overlap with our own. Our own physical universe is a type of dream, all of these other universes would be dreams as well and equally infinite in size. This would essentially be the multiverse. If our universe can have infinite dimensions, then each universe in the multiverse would have infinite dimensions.

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Imagination exists in the mind, while physical reality exists outside of the mind. With the simple closing and opening of our eyes we can instantly access one dimension and then the other. Can awareness itself function as its own portal to different dimensions of existence? In imagination we are all powerful, we can build anything instantly and make it disappear instantly, nothing has permanence. Imagination does not require logic or consistency. Physical reality has logic and consistency and things have permanence. We can't just make things appear and disappear at will, the exact opposite of imagination. Our bodies, and even our brain, would be considered part of physical reality and NOT part of imagination. Is inside the mind and outside the mind simply a matter of perspective? Is reality actually inverted? Is physical reality actually inside the physical mind and imagination is outside the physical mind? Is physical reality the "trap" of our mind that we are all trying to escape or break out of? Is physical reality the "smaller" reality entirely contained inside of imagination? I believe we all think the opposite, that imagination is inside of physical reality. If this is true, that physical reality exists inside of imagination, then ultimately both death and time have no meaning. The only things that would have any meaning would be awareness and existence. We really could see loved ones again who have passed away. We could time travel to any point in the past and any point in the future. Granted I'm sure there are details we would have to figure out in order for these things to happen, but the possibilities are now endless. Even though time may ultimately have no meaning, I believe time might be a necessary frame of reference to operate under in order for two conscious beings to interact. However, we may not necessarily have to operate under "linear" time. We can experience non-linear time when we use imagination. Can we experience non-linear time in physical reality? Does conceiving experiencing non-linear time in physical reality bring it into existence in physical reality? We can access imagination even with our eyes open, so both can exist simultaneously; imagination super-imposed over physical reality. However, there is no interaction between the two dimensions. Is imagination an actual dimensional reality that exists somewhere else which we are accessing? Can this access be improved? Perhaps we are not accessing imagination, perhaps we are inhabiting imagination when we use it. We exist primarily in physical reality with imagination having only a limited effect. Can the opposite be true? To exist primarily in imagination with physical reality having only a limited effect? Or perhaps some type of 50/50 compromise between the two? With a 50/50 compromise, we could create a chair out of thin air and actually sit on it and feel it and then make it disappear when we don't want it anymore. If we are in one location and at the same time imagine another location, are we simultaneously in that other location to a very limited extent? Wherever you are right now; look around you and ask yourself, "Is this all really just a certain, restrictive layer of my imagination? Is my goal to break out of this restrictive layer somehow and into higher dimensional planes of existence?" I think this is something some of us are trying to figure out and do right now; I'm sure I'm not the only one.

Below is the current theoretical model of existence I am pondering. The most fundamental state is being. It is the state before awareness, the state before any concepts or ideas or thoughts. On a personal level, this is the state I have the hardest time comprehending; probably because the concept of comprehension does not exist in the state of being. This means the state of being is impossible to convey with words since being exists prior to words. There is only one being. The state of being is not a noun, the state of being is a verb. Out of this one being emerges the one awareness. Inside the one awareness are infinite consciousnesses, not just a consciousness. These consciousnesses are of course me and you and everyone else and all of the animals and insects and microbes and potentially aliens from outer space. I have changed the label of "death" to the "perception of nothingness". I have included a new state of existence... imagination. Imagination seems to be a very distinct state from dreaming and from physical reality. I'm not certain if I have placed imagination in the correct spot. If logical inconsistencies arise from where I have placed it, then obviously I need to put it somewhere else. Your physical body, eyes, and brain do not exist in the state of being, awareness, consciousness, perception of nothingness, imagination, or dreaming; they only exist in physical reality. In some of my own dreams, I'm starting to have a "dream" body. As far as I can tell, separate human consciousnesses can only overlap and interact in physical reality. Perhaps we might evolve to be able to interact in the state of dreaming or imagination, or perhaps we already do to a limited extent. When you think of someone, are they thinking of you at the same time? And as before, there are infinite physical universes and infinite physical dimensions. As of this moment in our evolution, we are only aware of one physical universe and three physical dimensions. When you are fully awake, you simultaneously exist in all of these states at the same time. All of my thoughts regarding this model are not clear yet and I am not satisfied with some of my conclusions. But one thing I am certain of; true death, true non-existence never occurs. You philosophers are looking for something deep and meaningful, and to describe it with words. There is no deep meaning to it all. There are no words. Awareness just is. You scientists are looking for a mathematical equation. There is no mathematical equation for awareness; no numbers, variables, constants, or operations. The answer is not 42. Awareness just is... that is my official scientific conclusion. Everything the awareness creates is mathematical. But as for the awareness itself, there is no math. This model could be wrong or incomplete. Perhaps there are infinite separate awarenesses, infinite separate beings. If this is true, then there is no one God and the universe is a shared creation and there is no one-ness to all of existence. A shared creation would have to mean that all the same rules and laws apply to every separate awareness equally, or that every participating awareness has agreed upon the same rules. If the exact same rules of existence apply equally to every awareness, in that causing suffering and death to others causes your own suffering and death; that is actually morally fair and just. No need for God at all. You are the awareness, yes, capable of creation; but a shared creation requires at least one other awareness. The minimum requirement for a shared creation is two awarenesses. I have come to realize that soul and awareness are basically the same thing. If this model of existence is correct, you will notice that the physical universe is contained inside imagination; this would provide a "logical" basis for "magic" to manifest in the physical universe, magic being an aspect of imagination. Now you know, we not talking about any of that psychological/influence magic that only works on the unenlightened. We talking Gandalf/Harry Potter/Doctor Strange/Yoda magic. You know what I'm saying? If this model of existence is correct, then it's all magic, everything you see is magic. We've just put a veneer of "logic" over it. If awareness just is with no logical explanation, then doesn't that mean the fundamental nature of existence is "magic"? I stated earlier that things pop into existence with "logical" consistency. Well, why can't things pop into existence without logical consistency? But if things pop into existence without logical consistency, wouldn't that be insanity? I suppose we could call it insanity or we could call it magic. The universe represents a logical, ordered existence. Perhaps before the Big Bang, instead of nothingness, it was all chaos and insanity and magic. But chaos and insanity and magic is still existence. And perhaps aspects of chaos and insanity and magic seep into our logical physical world. We could also potentially attain the power of flight if we use a "magic" perspective or a "dream" perspective instead of a scientific one. Think about it; right now, at this very moment, you do not have a physical brain inside your head. If that's not magic, then I don't know what is. If we don't have brains, then doesn't that mean animals don't have brains either? Even an animal's potential is infinite. Because awareness just is and doesn't have a logical or scientific explanation, awareness at its very core is magic. Nirvana is an eastern philosophical concept. It is espoused by certain religions such as buddhism, hinduism, jainism, etc. Based on my theoretical model of existence, it would be the state of being.

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The diagram below indicates that for all awarenesses participating in the same shared existence, the exact same rules must apply to every awareness. In the physical universe, every being is under the same rules of physics, morality, and existence. Being at the top of a certain hierarchy does not give you exceptions to these rules, otherwise a shared existence wouldn't be fair. A bigger stronger being can kill a smaller weaker being, but the bigger stronger being then makes his own lifespan finite. Therefore your culture and beliefs can be wrong and that there is an absolute morality. An awareness can be an animal, and animals do not have culture or beliefs. Guess what else animals don't do? Worship God or use language or use symbols or contracts or numbers or calendars or money. What gives one religion the right to create laws for everyone not in their religion? Here's a thought, how about you **** off? There is a certain irony to creating law, I suspect creating law makes you grow old and die because you are trying to control others. You don't need law if you have grace. If you create law, it clearly shows you don't have grace. Therefore I would consider religion, words, symbols, contracts, numbers, calendars, and money as completely superfluous to existence. And yes, the Venn diagram of existence above is also superfluous. If everyone has grace, we can make the legal system completely useless. None of us need a piece of paper with words on it to tell us we are free. However, I will say that these things were probably "necessary" evolutionary phases. Note I use the term "shared existence" not "shared physical universe". You still exist when you dream, I think it is possible to interact in dreams. You exist when you use your imagination, I think eventually we will realize we can interact in imagination as well.

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Section Twenty Seven: Is Fluoride Bad For You?

I don’t how it is in other countries; but here in America, fluoride is put in the water and in toothpaste. You can skip this section if your country doesn’t fluoridate anything. I have worked with HF, hydrofluoric acid. I’ve used it in glass etching for the fabrication of microfluidic channels. It is classified as a weak acid. The dissociation reaction in water is this:

HF (aq) <---> H+ (aq) + F- (aq)

“F-“ is fluoride. It is the most electronegative ion on the periodic table and highly reactive; this chemical basically eats glass. This is standard information that anyone can find. Here are all the descriptions found in MSDS, material safety data sheets, which are used in industry as well as academia:

Corrosive to metals
Acute oral toxicity
Acute dermal toxicity
Acute inhalation toxicity
Skin corrosion
Serious eye damage
Specific target organ toxicity – respiratory system
Fatal if swallowed
Fatal in contact with skin
Causes severe skin burns and eye damage
Fatal if inhaled

Needless to say, I take a lot of precautions whenever I work with it. I have to wear two layers of protective gear and three layers for my hands. In addition, environmental conditions are also highly contained and controlled. And when I’m done working with it, I have to be certain everything gets neutralized and rendered harmless. If you want, you can google images of "hf exposure". Just a warning, they're not very pleasant to look at. Supposedly fluoride strengthens teeth. Me personally, I try to avoid it.

Section Twenty Eight: Should You Pursue Wealth?

I don't see anything wrong with having a few nice things and I'm pretty content with my existence. There are basically two ways to acquire wealth, through entrepreneurship or exploitation. I would classify police work, law, taxation, banking, and slavery as exploitation. If you are involved in these industries, my recommendation is for you to get out. If you gain wealth through entrepreneurship, I think you're fine; whether you provide an actual product or a service or whatever. As long as you feel there is a fair exchange, I don't think you have anything to worry about. With that said, something still seems to be wrong with how we go about things. I have no solutions because money, banking, financing, and economics are topics I have not studied. I think exploitation is a different matter. If you were born into wealth, I would look into your family's history and see how that wealth was acquired. If your ancestors were slave owners, your wealth today has the taint of human exploitation that occurred before you were born. And even though you are not directly responsible in any way, it's still probably not a good thing. I'm not telling you to give up your wealth. I've never been wealthy, so I don't know what it's like. If you have gained exploitive wealth and you know that people suffer, does this make you grow old? It think it does, yes. If you feel wealth will compromise your immortality, do what you feel is necessary if being immortal is what you want. Now let's look into the case of extreme wealth. I believe pursuing extreme wealth will make you grow old. If you make material things the meaning and focus of your life, doesn't it stand to reason that you will purposely try to find a way to take these same material things away from yourself somehow; and what better way than death? Suppose you make your money and livelihood by exploiting other people. This means you need other people. It is the needing of something that makes you grow old, because you will try to find a way to take this need away from yourself. If you are reluctant to give up wealth, then keep it until you’re 90. 90 years would be considered a good life right? And people expect you to die at any time anyway. Give up your wealth when you are 90 and see what happens. Even if you are a decrepit old man, as long as you are still alive and self-aware, you actually have infinite chances to save yourself no matter what you may have done.

Now I understand if you're a black man you might want to take whitey down, but are we not complicit in wanting what the privileged have? Wealth imbalance and power imbalance is not your problem; and after having read this essay, would you even want reparations any more? In the end, everyone gets exactly what they deserve. Whites suffer too, in their own way. It may not seem like it, but they do suffer. Also these are not the same whites that enslaved your ancestors. The white common man has a different psychological mentality than the white colonizer, and so likely have different genetics as well. There has been enough upheaval and many whites do not have economic privilege. Now there are many white people who are "woke", but I think you just refuse to see it. They're not going to be CEOs or in positions of power; it doesn't work that way, they're just going to be people you smile and say hi to everyday. I would argue the more privilege one has, the more of a "mental prison" you have to live in and the more you don't even realize you are in a mental prison. The more privilege one has, the harder it is to get out; and my initial thoughts are that privilege is actually detrimental to immortality. The happiness, prosperity, and privilege of your beautiful family is at the expense of someone else. If you are mortal and you live in fear; yes, I would agree that privilege is a major factor in survival. It would enable you to live long enough to perpetuate your genetic material. But if you are immortal and you don't live in fear, I don't see how privilege even matters any more. The reason you hate wealthy people is because you still want wealth yourself. I know there are you black racists out there who say things like the birth rate of the white race is too low for them to replace themselves and that they are going to go extinct. Sorry to burst your bubble, no one is going extinct. No one is going to be replaced. White consciousness is on the rise, I see it happening every day. Everyone is in some type of prison. Everyone grows old, so that means everyone suffers; even the most privileged among us. The less need you have, the more immortal you will become, the more powerful you will become. For you to have more power and control over your own body, you must exert less power and control over others.

When you try to accumulate wealth, you are directly competing against the one single man who controls the global banking system. It is his game, and he cannot be beaten. And we are fighting over table scraps. Everything is designed to keep all of us isolated and divided. I don't know about you, but I like to think I have some dignity. I like to think I'm not going to throw a fellow human being under the bus just so that I can live a slightly better lifestyle, just so that I can eat a slightly better meal, just so that I can have slightly more comforts, just so that I can have a slightly higher probability of passing on my genes. There is no direct evidence for the New World Order. There is no direct evidence for the Illuminati. There is no direct evidence that Hollywood and the music industry is a unified satanic cult. There is no direct evidence that professional sports are meant to keep you distracted. There is no direct evidence that all "democratic" political systems are merely facades. There is no direct evidence that mainstream news and media are all fake. There is no direct evidence that race riots, terrorism, or mass shootings are government psyops. There is no direct evidence that chemtrails are altering the environment. There is no direct evidence that the weather can be controlled with HAARP. There is no direct evidence that there is a global pedophile network run by the elites. Intentional deception is difficult to prove for most people especially on a global and total scale, so we cannot take all of these things at face value. There is, however, direct evidence for the global banking system; you carry the evidence in your wallet every day, actual physical evidence that you can see and touch. It doesn't matter where you go. The banking system is everywhere; Asia, Africa, Europe, North America, South America, Australia. Everyone is controlled by it. Who shot JFK? Doesn't matter. Who brought down the World Trade Center? Doesn't matter. Did we really go to the moon? Doesn't matter. What’s in Area 51? Doesn’t matter. Did the Beatles actually write their own music? Doesn’t matter. Are stem cells extracted during abortions so that research can be performed on them? Doesn't matter. Is Islam and Muhammad and Christianity and Jesus a deception? Doesn't matter. Belief in a singular all powerful god can be used to control you and manipulate you, it can also keep you trapped. Now the banking system is the only conspiracy theory that matters. You can go to any country in this world and exchange your currency for that country's currency with no problems. And I'm certain that one single man controls all of it. I have no proof that it is all controlled by a single man, this is merely a logical deduction. This is simply the biological law of the alpha male for any reproductive species. So who is this one man? I don't know. People in the conspiracy community have their theories, myself included, but there's nothing really concrete. This one man is a master of deception and most likely understands human psychology better than anyone on the planet. And he can do whatever he wants to you, you are at his mercy; and you don't even realize it. Most people are completely unaware of the total control of their lives. He even controls your happiness. Doesn't the fact that I know one man controls everything mean that I can empathize with this man? Doesn't it mean that I understand his hunger, greed, lust, and depravity? Doesn't it mean that these aspects exist inside of me because I understand it? As of this moment, the publicly acknowledged richest man in the world is the CEO of Amazon. Does the CEO of Amazon control the banking system? I doubt it. Those deep into conspiracy theory have suggested that the CEO of Amazon is just a paid actor for the controllers of the banking system. Control of the global banking system is most likely passed down from father to son. And all of the world's leaders, societies, governments, organizations, agencies, and CEOs play by this one man's rules. I still feel the need to eat, therefore I can still be controlled. I still pay taxes, I still pay tribute to this man. Whoever this one man is, I am his *****. He owns me and I fully acknowledge it. This one fact alone eats away at me, that one single man has dominion over me. It gnaws at the very essence of my being and it disgusts me. I'm letting some man who prints paper currency dictate every aspect of my life, and he has controlled it since the day I was born. Will I ever escape his grasp? I am certain this one man is quite powerful, capable of manipulating reality globally. He is most likely highly evolved in certain ways and understands certain aspects of existence far better than anyone. Can I be angry about this? I don't believe I can. I don't know specific details, but I think on some level I have legally agreed to some contract I have no direct awareness about. I think on a legal level, the man who controls the global banking system is not doing anything wrong. Who owns your house when you can’t make a payment on it? The banking system. Who owns your car when you can’t make a payment on it? The banking system. When a company or corporation goes bankrupt, who owns it? The banking system. Who can create money out of thin air, out of nothing? Who can go to a computer and input a “1” and as much zeroes as he wants to his own account? The man who controls it all. Not only can he create wealth for himself, he can create debt for everyone else. I will venture to say that the man who controls the banking system actually doesn't even have to use money himself; but yet, you have to use money. Does this put your slavery into perspective? This is the real power that controls the world. Take a drive through your city. Look at all the houses, all the school buildings, all the churches, all the government buildings, museums, universities, all the places of business. It costs money to build all of these structures, therefore the banks own everything. I believe, through the clever use of legal definitions, no one actually owns the house they live in. Or there are governmental tools in place that can take your house away from you if you can’t pay property tax. I suspect the banking system actually owns everything we see today; media, military, governments, corporations, technology, buildings, institutions, countries, cities. If a company gets big and successful, the banking system finds a way to own it.

I don't think it matters which browser you use; whether it be Chrome, Brave, Firefox, Explorer, etc. They're all owned by the banking system. Microsoft, Yahoo, Google, Facebook, LinkedIn, the internet itself; they're all owned by the banking system. The system knows exactly who you are, every web-site you've visited, every comment you've made, every product you've ordered, every picture you've taken, every email you've written, every text you've sent your friends, your own personal blog, your education, your bank accounts. It knows everything about you. All of this information has been "officially and legally" recorded because we all agreed to it, we all agreed to have a master. NSA, FBI, CIA, they all have access to your information. Granted your information might never be looked at by human eyes, but it's all there. The president actually has no control over these organizations either, the president cannot fire the head or director of these organizations. The person who controls these organizations is above the president in status. The banking system can fund any corporation it wants. It can create any corporation it wants; and in this digital age, it can be done with the press of a button. The banking system can fund any politician it wants and it actually funds both sides. It is also my observation that the banking system compels economically disadvantaged women into prostitution. The leaders of our countries can't do anything; they're just figureheads, administrative middle-men content with the pittance they're given, content to be someone's puppet. Their main function is to be a target for blame. I know you're being judgmental right now towards political leaders or famous actors simply because they have more money than you. They are still just as much of a slave as you are. They are not any different from you, and you are not any different from them. You slave away your life for someone else; and you are more than willing to condemn your own children to the same fate as you. That does not sound like love to me, more like fear and selfishness. I would say you actually want to be a slave. When you pay taxes, it's always towards something nebulous, some faceless governmental organization. You like the fact that you pay taxes towards something faceless. The fact that you don't have to associate one man's face to it makes the acceptance of your desire for your own slavery so much easier to bear. You want the deception. You want the deception so badly, you have made everything in your life a deception. And yet, you have the nerve to complain about all of it. You, the deceived, want to die just as much as the deceivers want to die.

The system ages you and sucks your life force, it appears to be some type of "continuous sacrifice" system; the global power structure is simply giving you exactly what you want. You ultimately sacrifice yourself to the system with your death. Your children will ultimately sacrifice themselves when they die, and if they have children the processs can continue. One principle of the sacrifice is to place your sins on a being and then sacrificing that being. War is sacrifice. Homelessness, poverty and ghettos are a sacrifice, we've just hidden it with economic nonsense. One possible reason we get sick is that sins are being placed upon us. Make yourself immortal, do not allow yourself to be a sacrifice for whoever is in control of this system. I refuse to bring a child into this world and condemn to be a slave for the elites and their banking system. If someday I have a son, he will be immortal and free. If I was Abraham and God asked me to sacrifice my son, I would have said no and endured eternal hell. Is it even spiritually possible to place your sins on a being and then sacrifice that being? The exact mechanism for this escapes me. But I think I can provide an appropriate analogy. At one point in my life I was a teacher. Then Covid happened and my school wanted me to get vaccinated. I refused and so I was let go and so I left. At the time I didn’t see it as such, but I now believe I was a sacrifice. It wasn't a sacrifice in the traditional sense where you're killed and your body is burned on a pyre or something, but it was still a sacrifice. Now of course my school’s administration didn’t say let’s sacrifice him. They were just like everyone else, panicked and scared. So if you’ve ever been let go from a job, you were a sacrifice, a scapegoat. One thing I have observed, whenever there is some type of crisis, someone gets sacrificed. As more and more people become self-aware and enlightened, do not fall for the "token" sacrifices the system and its controllers offer to us to appease us. We push until we get heaven. Let's look at the crisis of 9/11. To appease us, the official narrative was that it was religious fanatics. The system and its controllers sacrificed the entire muslim religion and all its followers. And at the time, this made me racist towards muslims. And to top it off, we sent soldiers to Iraq to murder many innocent people that were just more sacrifices. You can call it war, you can call it sacrifice, I call it murder. But it worked didn't it? We were appeased. This can also lead to resentment that can build up for decades between muslims and non-muslims. If you look into conspiracy theory, you will realize it wasn't muslim fanatics. In fact, it was 9/11 that ultimately lead me to conspiracy theory. This lead me to spirituality. I then pondered immortality. 9/11 was the catalyst that ultimately culminated in this essay. It does appear that the system is currently sacrificing the bottom 80% of white men in certain areas, well, in America anyway. And the bottom 80% of white men aren't even the problem. They are a "safety buffer" but they are not the problem. The bottom 80% of men refers to a man's ability to financially provide for a woman and family, which the system is making extremely difficult. The bottom 80% of men is not a reference to a man's character. Placing your sins on a being and committing sin on a being appear to be the same thing, I really can’t tell the difference. Someone placed their sin upon me and then sacrificed me. The system somehow harnesses spiritual energy, not physical energy, but spiritual. If you participate in the system, the system can claim your death and use you. How does the system harness spiritual energy? I have no idea. Energy, as we think of energy, can be harnessed with an internal combustion engine. As I said, I have a scientific background; scientific physics I get, spiritual physics is an entirely new concept for me. Are there equations involved? I suppose we’ll find out. You know how ranchers will brand or tag cattle? I suspect vaccinations are the same thing, it's a type of branding or tagging, to indicate ownership. It's symbolic of course. Children in America are given certain vaccinations. I believe enlisting in the military also requires vaccinations. Are you a brilliant mathematician who develops economic models that do nothing but help the elite maintain control? Will this make you grow old and die? If you can get natural resources for free, then why are you making people pay for the resources you get for free?

Does owning land that you don’t live on and charging other people to live on that land make you grow old and die? I think so. Let me put this into perspective. I do have a certain amount of “economic” privilege. My father owns four other houses. He bought them when they were very cheap during the housing bubble in America. He fixed them up and he now rents them out and charges people who live in them a monthly rent. Basically, he’s a landlord. Yes, it is legal. Yes, society allows it. Yes, the tenants have entered into a contract of their own free will. But I still think it's making my father grow old because he is exploiting another human being for resources. Well he also eats meat, but that’s a different issue. I love my father dearly, and I hope some day I can resolve this personal situation. Ultimately, I hope to convince my father to just give the houses away. A place to live and food should be basic human rights at this point. I would also conclude that written contracts are irrelevant if you want to be immortal. Taking legal advantage of the ignorant probably makes you grow old too; look on the bright side, at least you don't go to jail. There is a difference between legal and ethical. Murder is unethical but murder can be made legal. That's basically what the death penalty is.

There are many persecuted people in this world; native americans in America, albinos in Africa, whites in South Africa, the Roma in Europe, aboriginals in Australia, the Rohingya in Thailand, Negritos in the Philippines, tribes in the Amazon, cobalt miners in the Congo, children just about anywhere, women in underdeveloped countries; and it's all so that you can have wealth and resources and access to women so that you can perpetuate your genes. You accomplish these things and you feel as if you have "won" this game. Don't you think it's time to stop trying to make people extinct just because you want their land? If you have two kids, what does it prove? You had sex twice. If you understand women, you’ll realize there’s a good probability they’re not even yours. You're just her meal ticket. There are only three countries left that do not participate in the global banking system; Syria, Iran, and North Korea. Libya was the last to fall. Is it any surprise that the media is portraying these countries as being terrorist or nuclear threats? Why would you want to go to those countries and kill people there who have done nothing wrong to you? Countries are never truly given independence. They are only given independence once its resources are plundered and the banking system is in place. Then harmful drugs are subversively introduced into the country, similar to the way harmful drugs are introduced into African American communities. If you want to live somewhere and there are people already there who have been living there before you, you have three choices: you can genocide them, live in peace with them, or go somewhere else. Two of these choices will let you live forever. No matter where you go, there you are. You are never actually lost. Some of you might say, "Your Construct, you're just saying this because you've tried to accumulate wealth and you failed. You're just a ***** trying to come up with reasons". I will admit, that is a valid point; I have no counter-argument to that... none whatsoever. So yeah, I could very well be a *****. If the man who controls the global banking system came up to you and offered to switch places; you would have all his wealth and power, countless lives at your mercy, beautiful women at your feet, 100% guarantee you will be able to spread your genetics, would you take the offer? If you want to live forever, do you honestly think it will be money and material goods that will enable you to do so? There's no need to sell your soul, make deals, compromise who you are, abuse others, perform blood rituals, perform human sacrifice for the sake of your religion, sacrifice someone you love, imbibe concoctions made up of ground up parts of endangered animal species, or infuse the blood of a child into your system. I'm fairly certain you can become immortal without having to do any of these things.

I love technology, but it's greatest danger is that it can be controlled by those with power and resources. The technology the elite possess is most likely orders of magnitude greater than what we common folk are allowed to have. If we develop telepathy it could be a means of mass communication without technology. If we learn to fly, we wouldn't need cars. If we learn to create portals, we wouldn't need planes. We would have ultimate freedom and we could go wherever we want. If we gain control of our bodies down to the cellular level, we wouldn't need to buy toothbrushes, nail-clippers, razors, or pay for haircuts. If we could create and enter our very own personal inter-dimensional spaces, no one would need a home. If we became breatharians, no one would need food. Remember when you were a little kid, you hated eating. You hated it when your mother called you in to have lunch. All you wanted to do was stay outside in the sun and play with your friends forever. I think hunger is symbolic. We think hunger is a physical or psychological need, it is neither. Hunger is pure fear. None of us actually need to eat, drink, sleep, or even breathe to exist. We all just think we need to do these things. Those who control money and resources will ultimately try to control and own your dignity by taking away your clothes. We can make food, water, money, resources, man-made laws, and politics completely useless. The moment you tie yourself to something material, someone else will try to control it so that they can control you. Don't forget, your body is material.

Section Twenty Nine: Consumerism

Consumerism is hard to avoid, especially for Americans; but I believe I can provide you with general guidelines to help you navigate your way around things. Why should you support local businesses when large corporations provide cheaper products? I would need to come up with a very logical argument for you to avoid large corporations. The main goal for a corporation is monetary profit. The only way monetary profit is possible is to exploit someone. The larger the corporation the more exploitation has occurred. And if you purchase from this corporation, you are complicit in the exploitation. If you work for a large corporation, you are also complicit in the exploitation. Large clothing companies, large food companies, large consumer chains; they are all exploiting someone. Yes, the product is cheaper; but it means that someone, somewhere is suffering. Will this make you grow old? I think so. I recommend you support small, local businesses. The smaller the business, the less exploitation has occurred. Therefore you will live longer. Anything local, you should support it and patronize it. If you like to eat out, avoid chains and go to local restaurants. If you go on Etsy, you can buy products that are made by single enterprising individuals. Now, let's go back to my iPhone. Yes, I have finally concluded and accepted that by purchasing an iPhone, I am complicit in Apple's exploitation of workers. Have I made myself grow old because of it? Yes, I think I have. I was in denial about this for a very long time because I really like my iPhone. I've realized I can't deny it anymore. Large clothing chains exploit workers in third world countries. Some large chains are of course unavoidable. I go to Walgreen's to purchase razors, shaving cream, and cleaning supplies; but I believe things like this are forgivable since there's no other option. Avoid products from large corporations if you don't want to die, buy a lesser known name brand or a generic brand if you feel compelled to buy something. Avoid corporations that exploit the environment, animals, or people. Go to farmer's markets instead of large food chains. In some places, a large chain might be your only means of getting food and supplies and that's fine. But you should slowly figure out how to transition away from it. Also understand that governments are actually considered to be corporations. The pharmaceutical industry makes billions of dollars every year. These drugs are designed and synthesized by chemists. You don't need any of these drugs, not one. I realize all of this can be overwhelming, so keep it simple when you start. Just start out by going vegan, you can sort out more details later when you're ready to. Ethical companies are starting to form and take shape. If you are searching for clothes just type something like "ethical clothing stores". Ethical companies are generally small, they may even be one or two man operations. And yes, their products will be more expensive; but I think it's definitely the way to go. If you work for a large corporation, you should quit of course. You don't have to quit the next day. You have to do research and find alternatives; and yes it will require a new life plan, setting different goals, and gaining new skills and knowledge. Because of exploitation, all large corporations currently in existence will ultimately fail. An ethical model for large corporations will evolve, but I don't think it will happen any time soon. Again, it's alright if you mess up now and then.

I just want to take this a little bit further. And I suspect this will not be popular with a lot of you. If you want to disregard this, it's fine; I could be wrong. I will ultimately withdraw completely from participating in the banking system. This might take years or decades, but it is my plan. People suffer under the banking system, maybe you don't, but others do; particularly poor third world countries that the banking system exploits, as well as the economically disadvantaged in first world countries. Your easy lifestyle is at the expense of someone else. Most people are born into the banking system, they do not choose to willingly go into it. They do not know or realize they don't have to participate. In a certain respect, they are forced into participating against their will. The banking system makes no assurances that no one will suffer. You might have a decent job and you might be a law-abiding citizen; and it might be difficult for you to see the connection that you are complicit in someone's suffering who is on the other side of the world. The banking system causes suffering. I see the homeless here in America and I see victims of the banking system. My conclusion is that if you participate in the banking system, you will grow old. This basically boils down to you growing your own food and sustaining yourself. The fairest situation that I can think of is only eating food that you grow yourself. It took me a very long time to accept this, but I believe it is the inevitable conclusion and it is logical. It's just that we are lazy by nature and that we all know change will be difficult. Societies are highly complex and interconnected. You probably get your groceries at a store and you have no idea how to grow anything. But I think it is ultimately what you will have to do. I truly do want to live forever, and I will have no one's suffering on my conscience; even if they are on the other side of the world and I have never met them. I think that if you actually do like yourself, you would want to live forever.

Now I realize it's **** near impossible to not use the banking system; just try to be as ethical as possible when you have to use it. If you don't want to toil the earth and grow your own food, breathairianism is a possibility. If the Venn diagram of existence is correct, the laws of awareness always apply no matter what state of existence you are in. If awareness does not need food and water to exist, then logically you wouldn't need food and water to exist in physical reality since physical reality exists inside of awareness. Let me remind you, breathairianism has not been scientifically verified. My honest opinion on the matter is that people who claim to be breathairian are not breathairian, I think they’re lying. I don’t believe anyone has genuinely attempted it yet. If someone out there is a true breathairian, I suspect he doesn’t talk about it or tell anyone. I think the biggest obstacle to existing without food and water is fear. I do intend to attempt breathairianism myself eventually. I don’t believe the system can be saved, it is corrupt to the core especially at the highest levels; you are not going to be able to vote to tax the rich, that is never going to happen. The rich can define reality. The rich can get away with things that the commoner can't. And if you are a commoner and you protest this, this is actually hypocrisy because you participate in the money/banking system. If the elite want to bomb a country, there is nothing you can do about it. They actually have the power to make laws apply to you and not to them. However, the beauty of infinity is that you will always be able to find an alternate solution, you will always be able to find loopholes, you will always be able to try something no one has tried before. It may not happen right away, but if you set your mind; I'm sure you'll figure something out. Your consciousness, awareness, and free will supersedes any and all systems; science, magic, alchemy, astrology, numerology, dreams, reality, religion, heaven, hell, utopia, armageddon, whatever. The man who controls the banking system looks for ways to exploit governments, societies, and corporations. These governments, societies, and corporations, in turn, look for ways to exploit you. It’s a trickle effect from top to bottom. I don’t believe change can be effected from bottom to top. If the system cannot be saved, it must be abandoned. Again, just my personal feelings. It is possible to change the system for the better. But is it likely to happen? I don’t think so. It is the system and our engagement with the system that is making all of us grow old and die. I say we let the system die instead. You don't have to violently oppose it, you just disengage from it. Again, you can't do this overnight. This will take decades and lots of long-term planning. This is an advanced idea, but whatever. I consider any and all commerce to be exploitation. The moment you put a dollar value on something, you are trying to exploit another person. As of right now, I think it's fine to engage in commerce at this point in our evolution; but eventually, we have to move past it.

Section Thirty: Happiness

There is only one way to find happiness. You must find it within yourself.

Section Thirty One: The Philosopher's Stone

The philosopher's stone was a substance that alchemists of yore tried to discover or create. According to legend, the philosopher's stone could grant immortality. Another similar legend is the elixir of life. The philosopher's stone was believed to be an actual physical substance that you could touch or swallow or imbibe, or it was an abstract philosophical goal. It's both telling and appropriate that something which would grant immortality has the word "philosopher" in it. And that's what this essay is... philosophy. I believe this is the real philosopher's stone. I believe the philosopher's stone is nothing more than a point of view.

Section Thirty Two: My Religion

I was born in the Philippines. It is a popular destination for sex tourists. Most of its people have a “colonized” mentality. But it’s understandable, that’s what happens when you’re conquered. It was, and still is in a way, an archipelago of diverse kingdoms and tribes. Then the Spanish came along, killed any opposition, brainwashed everyone with catholicism, lumped everything together, and called it the Philippines. So you know, that's our slave name. There are influences from buddhism, taoism, and confucianism. Some parts are muslim. Indigenous beliefs and practices can be found in isolated areas where the Spanish never bothered with or thought insignificant. Because the Philippines was conquered by Spain and the majority of its people converted to catholicism, I suspect Spanish or Vatican archives contain Filipino artifacts and records. One of the goals of imperialism is to conquer a civilization, plunder it's resources, destroy records of genetic lines, destroy it's technology, then steal or destroy that civilization's scientific knowledge; to destroy the memory of the greatness of the civilization and what it acheived; this way all of that civilization's subsequent generations will believe their people were never able to create or build anything useful. I was born into catholicism. My family immigrated to America when I was just a boy. As a small boy my fear of hell caused a lot of mental suffering. Of course, in retrospect as a grown man, I now realize it was all self-inflicted. But you know what they say, suffering is good for the soul. I eventually became an atheist. It didn't happen overnight. It was a slow and gradual breakdown of my catholic beliefs due to overwhelming scientific evidence and logical inconsistencies in religious texts. However, I have come to realize the Bible is not to be interpreted literally. I did see a very compelling video on YouTube that claimed a vision someone in the Book of Revelations had that the "court" of God was actually physical structures in the human brain. But anyway, thank you white western world for making a small brown boy worship a white god. You can’t imagine all the self-esteem issues it caused, you can't imagine my Stockholm Syndrome; but whatever, it’s all in the past. As for now; well you know, I'm just me, one of your many constructs, one of your creations. I often wonder what if the Spanish never came? What religion would I have? Would I be worshiping spirits or ancestors? Would you deem me worthy of death?

Section Thirty Three: The Spirit World

I mentioned this in an earlier section; I define the spirit world as the world always unseen, so imagination plays a big role. Right now, we can't see faeries; so faeries exist in the spirit world. But if someday we evolve to see faeries, we would think up something else to replace faeries in the spirit world. Right now we might think of telepathy as communicating through the spirit world. If we someday evolve telepathy as a normal everyday thing, we would think up something to replace telepathy in the spirit world. The spirit world is a world free of laws and restraint, good and evil battle for all eternity. It can be heaven, it can be hell. It can be a perfect infinite crystal. It can be chaos and insanity and magic. It is a world of signs and symbols. The tree of life exists in the spirit world. The spirit world contains everything; and by everything, I do mean everything. It can also be an infinite void. But it is also a world of infinite connections, this is what makes the spirit world so powerful. God exists in the spirit world, if you want him to exist. And it can affect our "non-sleeping awake" world, when we are asleep and dreaming, and even our imagination. Everyone has a unique spirit world. You will never be able to directly see your own spirit world. If you do see your spirit world, then you will create something new to always replace it. Never speak about your spirit world to anyone, always keep it to yourself. I'm sure you can talk about little things regarding your spirit world; you can talk about faeries, telepathy, or flying if you want. But the main things, keep them to yourself. Never try to prove the spirit world exists; if you try to prove the spirit world exists, if you try to seek some sort of confirmation, you diminish its power. In the words of Tyler Durden, "The first rule of spirit world, never talk about spirit world". But even these definitions and this stipulation might just be a psychological trick we need to play on ourselves at this stage in our evolution. In our shared physical non-sleeping awake world, we try to bring symbols from the spirit world into existence. Ultimately, I think what you want to do is make your unique spirit world and the physical world the same thing. I suspect the spirit world is how blessings, and curses, are trasmitted. The man who controls the banking system also controls the world spiritually and symbolically, and we are not even aware of it. He may even be able to influence our dreams. I will ponder this and how he accomplishes it, there is most likely a hierarchy of existence that encompasses the spiritual, mental, and physical. Well... the man who controls the banking system is one possibility. It appears that we, everyone on this planet, are reality prisoners. Prisoners of who? So far I see three possibilities, there may be more; the one awareness, the man who controls the banking system, or ourselves.

A sword symbolizes war, death, conquest, or killing. A shield symbolizes protection or defense. A fire symbolizes warmth and safety. Yes it is possible that a person can look at a sword and it might mean something else entirely different to him. But I think the way it works is that a symbol will mean what most people believe it to mean. And humanity, collectively, sees the sword as a symbol of war. This might be how low-level magic works, which appears to be mostly psychological in nature. If you would like to have a safe trip; perhaps draw a shield on a piece of paper and carry it with you. Or buy a toy action figure that has a shield and carry that with you. Carrying the toy shield might give you confidence and less fear. Those who wish you harm might sense this and decide not to violate you. The psychological barrier for you to overcome is to not need the shield and generate the confidence or fearlessness from within your very being. Symbols may also have high-level magic applications. The Bible and its stories are highly symbolic in nature. Our physical bodies and the physical universe appears to be symbolic. So if physical existence is symbolic, what would symbolize creation in a physical universe? I would have to conclude that voice, our very voices, create physical reality. Remember, you don’t actually have a brain. When you speak, you can’t see your mouth. You are creating voice out of nothing. If you’ve never tried marijuana or psychedelics, you won’t understand this. I have observed that while under the influence of consciousness altering drugs, a person’s voice seems so powerful. People who are charismatic can probably tap into this aspect of voice. Yes, science exists and it works. But I think it is simply a veil we have created to hide the highly symbolic nature of existence from ourselves.

The spirit world might dictate karmic laws in physical reality. I'll give you an example. Let's say that a loved one was murdered by another human being. For you to knowingly see your loved one again in physical reality, you would have to forgive the murderer. Your loved one, now being dead, would also have to forgive the murderer to knowingly see you in physical reality again; whether by reincarnation, resurrection, or re-materilization. We could apply this to whole societies. Let's say you are African-American and you lost a loved one to the system. For you to see your loved one again in physical reality, you would have to forgive the system. Also your loved one would have to forgive the system. And you could then knowingly both see each other again in physical reality. I suspect we have to evolve in order for this to happen. Or perhaps to see loved ones again, we literally have to turn our world, our very planet itself, into heaven? Don't the dead have free will just as we, the living, have free will? Why would a dead person, of his own free will, want to come back to our world as it stands right now? Why would a small innocent child, that was senselessly murdered or sacrificed, want to come back to our world? If we made our world into heaven, then the dead would have more motivation to come back. I don't know about you, but there are some people I would like to see again. Can you imagine extinct plants, extinct animals, and dead friends and relatives coming back? I can. Can you imagine people who have died because they were tricked into participating in the system coming back? Can you imagine people you’ve murdered, assassinated, or sacrificed coming back and demanding justice? Karmic laws may permit such a thing. Can you imagine your ancestors coming back and all the people they killed coming back? If the dead come back, we can piece together real history and know the truth of our past; this should make conspiracy theorists happy. I ate meat for 46 years. Will I someday have to answer directly to all the cows and chickens I’ve eaten? The notion does seem silly, but you never know. I imagine somewhere out there in existence are awarenesses that want to live again. Who makes these karmic laws? I suspect we do. Perhaps it is even possible to transcend karma. We can conceive transcending karma right? One way for law to work properly is to believe in a higher power. If all of us stopped believing in higher power, I think law would stop working. Not just man-made laws either, this may include physical laws and even karmic laws.

Let’s consider another possibility. I define the spirit world as the world always unseen. Let’s say you are a farmer who lives in Madagascar and you don’t make YouTube videos or have a blog or anything like that. For the most part, you are unseen by everyone on the planet who do not live in Madagascar. Are you then part of everyone’s spirit world who do not live in Madagascar? Is your imagination part of everyone's spirit world? I often imagine myself fllying through the air, like Superman. I imagine everyone in the world flying through the air, like Superman.

Section Thirty Four: Spirits In The Material World

I came to America when I was four years old. My most vivid memory of the journey was looking out the window of the ship and seeing dolphins break through the surface of the water and leap into the air. I remember being very excited. As I grew older and became more analytical and deductive, it didn't make sense that we came on a boat. It was 1974 and my father had joined the American military, planes obviously existed in 1974. So why would we come to America on a boat? I asked my mother how we came to America and she confirmed we flew on a plane. How on earth could I have possibly seen dolphins? But I remember it so vividly. For a long time, I thought I must have imagined it; similar to the way young children can have imaginary friends. Now, I actually think I really did see dolphins, they were real. How was this possible? If I was on a plane, I would have been several thousands of feet in the air. At that height, it would be impossible to see dolphins with the human eye and I saw them as if I was on a boat directly on the surface of the ocean. I now think I was simultaneously seeing with my human physical eyes and my consciousnesss at the same time. I saw the dolphins using my consciousness. I think young children are capable of actively seeing with their consciousness while they are awake. To a certain degree, I think psychedelics allow you to see with your consciousness. And perhaps with perserverence, we can see the quantum level of reality using our consciousness.

Let's look at the phenomenon of "imaginary" childhood friends. I will discuss one case in particular because I found it very compelling. This story made the news of course. A six year old girl had gotten lost in the woods for two days. She was found safely. This little girl is now a grown woman of course and she has told her story as an adult. For those two days she was able to survive because of an imaginary friend, these are her own words. The imaginary friend was also another little girl who kept her company and comforted her through out the ordeal. Many people do believe it was a spirit or an angel. I would now like to offer my hypothesis. I think another little girl, somewhere in the world, also had an imaginary friend who she helped for two days. Let's look at the viewpoint of this other little girl's parents first. The parent's would think their daughter was just playing in her room and talking to her imaginary friend. But this other little girl was seeing with her consciousness; she wasn't seeing her room, she was seeing the woods that the girl who was lost was in. Both girls actually did see and talk to each other even though they were in different physical locations. I hope these two girls find each other some day, they are both grown women now of course. My conclusion is that imaginary childhood friends are actually real. I suspect that if people who had imaginary childhood friends formed a Facebook group or a sub-Reddit or something, they could find their imaginary childhood friend. This could also mean childhood monsters in the closet are real. Perhaps because of the rules of their existence, they must disappear whenever the door of the closet is opened.

If children can actively see with their consciousness, it probably means they can see spirits also. I think spirits can be like people; just as there are good people and bad people, there are good spirits and bad spirits. Many parents simply conclude their child has an active imagination, when instead they are seeing real things with their consciousness. Perhaps actively seeing with your consciousness is the mythical third eye of Hinduism.

Section Thirty Five: How A Singular Conscious Being Creates Free Will And Choice

This section is highly theoretical, I could be wrong. Below is the yin-yang symbol. In my opinion, it is the best symbolic representation of the constant struggle inside the mind of every conscious, sentient, free-willed, self-aware being. I suspect it also symbolizes existence on a dualistic level. Its minimalism and symmetry is quite elegant and beautiful. This symbol originated from China. It is interesting that the ancient Chinese decided to not depict the perceiver within the symbol itself, or perhaps they did if you consider the perceiver to be the whole thing. I think the ancient Chinese contemplated Source and got very close or actually realized it without any of the religious nonsense we have today. When I look at this symbol, I do not see religion, I see philosophy. Maybe they became immortal and decided to leave and left this behind as a clue, but whatever. I would argue this symbol is solely responsible for all of creation.

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(Image of yin-yang symbol obtained from Wikipedia under Public Domain, Creator - Klem, Note: I acknowledge every single Chinese person may have an issue with this citation)

Previously I discussed the "one awareness" that creates all other conscious beings. For all practical purposes, we can consider the one awareness to be God. But again, I want to emphasize this is not your biblical God. All holy books are nothing more than human projection; but if you want to worship this one awareness knock yourself out, just be sure you don't make anyone suffer. Here's a thought... Adam, the first man, was God. The Bible was Adam's dream. It was Adam who spoke light into existence. It was Adam who created the heavens and the firmament. Adam then created the personification of God so that his own existence would have a "logical" beginning. How's that for a thought? Now all life on earth is descended from the "luca", the last universal common ancestor; this is an accepted scientific term. If all life on earth comes from one lifeform, is it really so hard to consider the possibility that all consciousnesses, animal or man, might come from a singular source? So what does the one awareness look like? Fundamentally the one awareness has no appearance whatsoever. The one awareness cannot see itself. The one awareness is perceiving; the one awareness is actually a verb, it is an action. What the one awareness perceives is simply creation. Pure awareness has no physical embodiment. Let's look at the components of the yin-yang symbol. There are basically two components. Let's call the white part "good" and let's call the black part "evil". I am fully aware that people with dark skin may find this offensive, but I can think of no other way to soften the blow. Light skin can be used for deception, it truly does depend on the mind of the individual. If you study evolution, you will realize that dark skin and light skin is the result of evolutionary adaptation AND sexual selection. Inside the white part is a smaller black circle and inside the black part is a smaller white circle. I do have some thoughts on what these smaller circles represent but I am not fully certain. I will add my thoughts on them to the essay when I feel more confident. My initial thoughts are that these smaller circles represent some type of singularity. We can also think of the "black and white" parts as "masculine and feminine" or "positive and negative" or "above and below" or "up and down" or "left and right" or "strong and weak" or "empty and full" or "everything and nothing" or "truth and deception" or "darkness and light" or "chaos and order" or "entropy and evolution" or "seen and unseen" or "knowing and faith" or "physical reality and spirit world" or "destiny and choice" or "life and death" or "sanity and insanity" or "eyes open and eyes closed" or "narcissism and empathy" or "sentience and non-sentience" or "particle and anti-particle" or "graviton and anti-graviton" or "matter and anti-matter" or "master and slave" or "Vishnu and Shiva".

Vishnu and Shiva are references to Hinduism. Hinduism is considered the oldest religion in the world, older than the the Abrahamic religions. I find the mythology fascinating. There are parallels to my worldview. There are aspects of existence that Hinduism appears to have personified with deities. Hinduism has Brahma the Creator, which in my worldview would be awareness. There is Vishnu the Preserver which would personify good, and Shiva the Destroyer which would personify evil. Again, the mythical third eye of Hinduism could be actively seeing with your conscisousness. I am currently pondering if the seven chakras actually exist in the spirit realm, or spirit dimension. If the chakras actually exist, they could guide us towards enlightenment.

Theoretically, if matter and anti-matter come into contact they annihilate each other and become pure energy. We could not say exactly that if masculine and feminine come into contact they annihilate each other and become pure energy. But perhaps we could say that if masculine and feminine come into contact certain aspects end or change and something else, something different, is formed; none of this need be material. But here is a material example, a masculine sperm cell comes into contact with a feminine egg cell which creates new life, a new awareness. The sperm cell and the egg cell are annihilated and form a zygote. This new life can either be a baby boy or a baby girl whose awareness can eventually equal or surpass the awareness of the parents. Fundamentally, evolution is the expansion of awareness to be more aware than it was before. For this to happen means energy would have to be infinite. Since evolution is happening, energy is infinite. This should be applicable to BOTH humans and animals. Is pure energy pure awareness? How does pure energy create matter and anti-matter? Is it symbolically creating free will? How does pure awareness keep matter and anti-matter separated? Is the yin-yang symbol a hidden fractal? Existence, or perhaps oneness, can be broken down into three aspects at its most fundamental level; things that are, things that aren't, and awareness that both exist.

Let's pretend this yin-yang symbol is the only thing that exists; there is no universe, no galaxies, planets, humans, animals, oxygen, your own body, your own eyes, or even your own brain. All that exists is your mind, your awareness. If you are the one awareness and you are looking at this symbol, you are looking at both good and evil. You are creating both good and evil. Do you see what you've done? You have given yourself 2 options. You have symbolically created choice. You, as 1 thing, have created 2 other things that are separate from you. Now here's my theory. At minimum, inside the mind of every person are 3 separate personalities. You can think of these 3 personalities as 3 truly separate beings that are independent of each other. There is your main awareness which makes choices, there is good you, and there is evil you. All three are sentient, separate, and independent of each other. Your evil thoughts are created by evil you, your good thoughts are created by good you. You deceive yourself by giving these 3 separate beings the same sound of your "mental voice" to make yourself think you are only 1 being when you are actually 3. That's right, there are 3 separate beings inside your mind. You are 3 people embodied as 1. Evil you is actually a separate awareness from good you. Evil you is not aware of the thoughts of good you, good you is not aware of the thoughts of evil you. But your main awareness is aware of both the thoughts of good you and evil you. After all, it is your main awareness that makes the choice or passes judgement. Let me hammer this home. Sometimes when I deal with people and they really disrespect, belittle, intimidate, or emasculate me; I have said some honestly evil things, in my mind, of what I would do and I am often shocked that I would think such things. I am short man so these things do happen to me. Then I considered the possibility that it wasn't me saying those things, that they were the thoughts of other people seeping into my mind. Ultimately I concluded it was still me having evil thoughts but a different me. Personifying this side of me and giving it a separate identity actually made it easier to choose the good me over evil me. This was difficult to see and realize because good me and evil me both have the same sounding mental voice which made me think they were one and the same. Even seemingly small, inconsequential, negative thoughts come from your evil side. If you don't nip these in the bud, these small negative thoughts can escalate and become larger and become evil. So yes, I am basically saying everyone is schizophrenic and I suspect religion is the cause of this schizophrenia. I remember watching cartoons as a little boy. Often times when a character was about to make a decision, a "devil" version of that character would appear on the character's shoulder, then an "angel" version of the character would appear on the character's other shoulder and they would argue and try to influence the decision of the character. In fact, I believe the cartoon was Tom & Jerry. Let's assume this 3 awarenesses in 1 body theory is true. A potential spiritual symbolic pathway is too reduce this to 2 separate awarenesses in 1 body, 1 awareness in 1 body, pure thought, pure being. The religious perspective is that you become possessed by an evil or demonic spirit. This does bother me as it implies we have no free will. Do we do things first and then decide whether the action is moral or not? Or do we decide whether something is moral or not first, and then do the action? Somewhere along the way, we do make a choice. I often wonder if my own father is possessed by some type of demon, as he is verbally abuse towards my mother. If these evil or demonic spirits do exist, perhaps they are trapped in some way. There has to be a reason they are evil or demonic. Does the yin-yang symbol actually represent a mathematical equation that all of physical reality is built upon? I think so. It either means "0 ≠ 1" from a logic perspective, or "0 = 1" from a magic perspective. This symbol "≠" means "does not equal".

There is a certain life philosophy, I suppose, that believes there must be balance between good and evil. But I believe free will, or choice, trumps balance. If we all truly have free will, couldn't we all choose good? If we can all choose good, then balance isn't necessary. If we all choose good, then we can have heaven. Statistically there is prolly a 50/50 balance of good and evil in our world. If we all choose good, I believe this would statistically prove we have free will and that everyone is real. Admittedly, if we all choose evil this would also prove we have free will and that everyone is real. I don't know about you, but I would rather have immortality. Basically I have concluded we do indeed have free will because we create free will. We create everything. I'm sure you've heard the saying, "If someone writes it, someone else will do it... if someone does it, someone else will write it". We may not have free will until we accomplish certain things that we've written down. If we write something, does that lock it into place? What if this thing had never been written in the first place? Is true free will to live without writing? How powerful is prophecy if it is written down?

When you have to make the choice, always make the choice that gives everyone free will. The minimum number of awarenesses needed for a shared existence to have BOTH absolute morality and free will is 3. I suspect this is also the basis for moral law, not man-made exploitative law. It also seems that law cannot exist unless there are at least 3 conscious beings. 3 is also the basis for the family unit; father, mother, and child. I therefore conclude that any type of conscious being, animals too, can potentially evolve to godhood. The crime of existence is to prevent this potential from developing. Censoring knowledge that should be free to everyone, such as this essay, will end up with you growing old and dying because you are preventing others from becoming immortal. This is a very basic karmic principle, so suffer well. If only you exist, morality is not needed. If only two awarenesses exist, with you being one of them, then you will have to be either good or evil. Psychologically speaking, this could be the framework for brainwashing or manipulating someone. If three awarenesses exist, with you being one of them, then you can finally make a choice. These two separate awarenesses other than yourself, would have to be the archetypal concept of good and the archetypal concept of evil. I believe this would also logically disprove solipsism entirely within it's own scientific framework. You can reduce reality down to a minimum of 3 separate awarenesses entirely through mental deduction. This is the lowest you can go. 2 appears to be an impassable barrier. Therefore my official scientific conclusion is that solipsism is false and the current existence that we all share has at least 3 separate awarenesses because law exists. This means everyone is real, or rather, our awarenesses are real. The middle path is a valid philosophical path. And at this very fleeting moment in time, we all exist.

Section Thirty Six: The Symbolic Nature Of Existence

Let's break down reality symbolically. Is it possible that physical reality evolves as our consciousness evolves? Is it possible that when we thought the earth was flat, the earth actually was flat? Then we thought the earth was round, did the earth literally become round? If true, this implies that we can use our collective consciousness, our collective awareness, to define and change physical reality. This breakdown should apply to all cultures on this planet regardless of religion as I will only cover natural phenomena such as rain, seasons, fire, etc. Let's start with day and night. During the day we have the sun. The sun is masculine. It provides our world with energy to live. Is it difficult to see that our ancestors thought of the sun as a god, or perhaps even God himself? Our sun is an aspect of physical reality where the one awareness directly reveals itself to us. This may be a viewpoint that is difficult to see if you have a scientific background. Try to ignore the fact that science has reduced the sun to be nothing more than a huge ball of hydrogen and helium undergoing countless nuclear reactions because of its great mass. I know we are evolved and sophisticated; but try to put yourself in the mindset of our ancestors. Stare at the sun for just a few seconds and you might think it is a sentient, self-aware being that is staring back at you. And it never speaks. It doesn't have to speak because the burden of existence is to never sleep and to always be self-aware. The self-awareness of the sun is what drives its nuclear reactions. If the sun is not self-aware then it would have to be our self-awareness that drives it's nuclear reactions. Someday we will figure out interstellar space travel and go to other worlds. It will be exciting and wondrous, but we should never forget our sun because it took care of us for so long. Science works and it exists, but it is a veil. During the night we have darkness and mystery and the sky is ruled by the moon. The moon is feminine. There are also stars and the planets within our solar system that we can see during the night...

sun, moon, mercury, venus, mars, jupiter, saturn, stars, eclipses, alignments, comets, meteors, earth, water, air, fire, spirit

Section: Ancient Astrology

Pollution and chemtrails reduces visibility of the night sky, preventing us from seeing messages the spirit world maybe trying to convey.

Section: Eclipse Symbolism

Scientifically, we all know what an eclipse is... it is the moon coming between the earth and the sun. But let's approach this from a symbolic perspective. An individual I correspond with has stated the eclipse is a "conception". Traditionally the sun is considered an aspect of masculinity while the moon is considered an aspect of femininity. So when an eclipse occurs I can see how it could be perceived as a conception. And after conception, there is birth. So an eclipse will eventually birth something. My belief is something else. Google "total eclipse" and look at all the images that pop up. The eclipse looks like the pupil of an eye. It also looks like a void. What does an eye symbolize? Knowledge? Knowing? Seeing? Awareness? I am uncertain as to why famous actors or musicians cover their right eye when they do photo ops, I've never been able to figure it out. Does an eclipse symbolize awareness? When an eclipse happens, is it symbolically an eye that is looking at us? Whose eye is it? When you stare at an eclipse are you looking directly into the eye of a conscious being or entity? I believe the universe is created by the Great Mind, perhaps the eclipse is the eye of the Great Mind. If it is a void, then are we seeing through the veil of physical reality? Are you in a room right now? Stare at the wall. Behind the wall is pure blackness, pure void. When you stare at an eclipse are you actually seeing the void? Or are you directly looking at the consciousness of your own inner mind. When you look at an eclipse are you actually seeing what you see when you get into a meditative state? Perhaps when you see an eclipse, the veil of physical reality temporarily opens a portal and you are literally seeing the void that exists behind reality.

We have evolved and an eclipse no longer has its ancient mystique. But reality has evolved alongside with us into a vast seemingly infinite endless universe. So we have replaced eclipses with black holes. It is now black holes that make us wonder what we are looking at. And if we figure out black holes, we will create something new to make us wonder.

Section: The Symbolic Nature Of Dreams And It's 2D Reality

Section: Waking Up From A Dream And Instantly Creating A Complete Physical Body... Animals Can Do This Too

Section: Even If Your Physical Body Dies, Even If Your Brain Dies, You Can Still Dream... This Applies To Evil People Too

Section: Dreaming Is Still Existence

Section: Are The Dead Dreaming?

Section: The Veil Between Worlds

Section: Language And Writing As Symbol And Creation


Our reality is based on writing that is older than The Bible, most likely the very first writing system.

Section: Did Myths, Legends, Folklore, The Bible, The Quran, The Vedas, The Mahabharata, Actually Happen Simply Because They Were Written Down?

Ra, Utnapishtam, Gilgamesh, Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva, Zeus, Odin, Anansi, Amaterasu, Shangdi, Quetzalcoatl, The Great Spirit, Baiame, tricksters, giants, faeries, dragons, werewolves, vampires? The Age of Legends? The Age of Heroes?

Section: Did Ancient Man Dream The Pyramids Of Egypt, The Great Wall Of China, Or Other Megalithic Structures Into Existence?

Section: Trickster Cultures Today

Section: Movies, Videos, Electrical Circuits, Music, Dance, Art, Sculptures, Pottery, Programming, Computer Games, Cooking, Machinery, Engines, Chemical Synthesis, Farming, Gardening, Metallurgy, Blacksmithing, Stonework, Astrology, Your Body, Can Also Be Considered "Writing"

Section: How To Improve Your Genetics And Your Physical Aesthetic Appearance And Reverse Aging


If your parents never told you that you are beautiful, realize that you are. But there are always things we can do to improve ourselves. Pursuing evil will catch up with you eventually, it will break the symmetry of your features and you will become physically ugly, I mean this literally. You do have free will; if you don't want to do these things, then don't.

1) Become vegan. I cannot stress this enough. Being vegan has a spiritual meaning, it means you don't wish to cause suffering or death on other conscious beings and this makes you worthy of immortality.
2) Stop being racist. Everyone is racist, even me. This is something we all need to work on. I will restate that I suspect eating meat is the direct cause of cancer.
3) Stop thinking you're better than others because you're not. The fact that you think you're better than others means you're not better than others.
4) Don't exploit people. Exploiting someone means you don't want to see them after you exploit them. Spiritually this means you want them to die rather than see them again.
5) Don't engage with institutionalized systems, commercialized businesses, or corporations that exploit people. I realize 100% disengagement maybe impossible, sometimes the best you can do is too minimize your engagement.
6) Don't abuse children; physically, mentally, verbally, spiritually, etc. Quit projecting your own pathetic inadequacies and fears upon them.
7) Be courteous and polite.
8) If your neighborhood has a recycling program, make a conscious effort to utilize it.
9) Properly dispose of your own garbage in public areas; in other words, don't litter. You have no idea how many times I've seen chicken bones on public transportation.
10) If someone is trying to get into traffic, let them in.
11) If you accidentally bump someone, acknowledge them and apologize.
12) If you are in a public area and you see a plastic bottle on the ground, pick it up and throw it away even if it isn't yours. Do this once a day, once a day is fine.
13) If you go to a sporting event, don't leave your garbage under the seating. Dispose of it properly.
14) If you are in a restaurant, minimize the work the staff has to do to clean up after you. If you spill something, wipe it up yourself.
15) If someone needs a little help, then help them. I saw a video that happened in Japan. A man was rushing through a busy public area and spilled massive amounts of objects. Everyone, and I mean everyone, around him stopped what they were doing and helped him pick everything up.
16) If you have a contract, keep up your end of the agreement.
17) Do not change the terms of a contract once agreed upon. Corporations and the people in them change the terms of a contract all the time. They will suffer spiritual consequences, not you. If you haven't realized it by now, this will be a game of patience as we wait for all evil to die.
18) If you are in a foreign country, respect their customs and way of life.
19) These are all really nothing more than tiny little everyday gestures, but they do add up.
20) What do we do with all the animals we've domesticated and imprisoned? I don't know, but we do have to come up with something.

I can keep going, but I think you get the idea. If you are a good person, your physical aesthetic appearance will improve. Being evil will make you ugly, literally. Do I have scientific proof that doing these things will improve your genetics and your physical aesthetic appearance and reverse aging? No.

Section: The Fluidness Of Reality

I am going to briefly recap a fictional comic book storyline and how an aspect of it may manifest in physical reality. This story is called "The Last Viking". It was written and drawn by a man named Walter Simonson, who is a very gifted storyteller. This story was in the Thor comic book published by Marvel Comics. Comic book Thor and movie Thor are pretty much the same person, he is the immortal Norse god of thunder who exists in the modern age. Thor hears a "summoning", the words used for the summoning are ancient and should not exist in the modern age. Thor investigates and ends up flying all the way to the south pole. He finds a warm caldera filled with hot springs, plant life, and animal life; a type of oasis surrounded by the daunting ice and cold. He encounters an actual viking who challenges Thor to the death because he wants to enter Valhalla. Instead of fighting, Thor desires to hear the viking's tale. The heyday of the vikings was 800 to 1050 AD. Through numerous twists of fate, some vikings ended up in the south pole. They discovered the isolated caldera and decided to settle down and live there. Their community survived for many generations up to the modern age, completely isolated from the rest of the world. The last viking was a direct descendant of those vikings who discovered the caldera a thousand years ago. Now is it possible that because of this fictional story, explorers might actually discover viking artifacts in the south pole someday? Just a thought. So a lie created for spiritual deception could actually come true. Many religions have end times prophecies. I'm curious to see how this all turns out and to what degree can religious prophecies come true.

Section: Computer Programming And Its Correlation To Physical Reality

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(Image obtained from in-game screenshot of the computer game Ghost of Tsushima, Publisher - Sucker Punch)

Here is an image from a computer/video game. You can see a man holding a sword, trees and statues in the background. You can see the man's figure casting a shadow on the ground due to the bright sun on the left. The game has physics. It has NPCs. It has wild animals. It has a rudimentary morality system. It tells a story. There are numerous complex systems working together to make it all work. It is quite similar to our physical reality. And on its most fundamental level, it is made entirely with 1s and 0s. Complex systems can emerge from simple 1s and 0s. I have concluded, on its most fundamental level, our physical reality is created by the yin-yang symbol. Survival games have hunger and thirst mechanics, based on 1s and 0s. When we feel hunger, is it really due to the yin-yang symbol? Some games have magic, you can cast fireball spells against enemies. These magic systems are made from 1s and 0s. So magic in our physical reality would have to somehow emerge from the yin-yang symbol. In some computer games, you are a superhero that can fly; 1s and 0s... yin and yang. The programmers have created a virtual reality by writing it into existence with 1s and 0s. We create physical reality by writing somehow with the yin-yang symbol. The fundamental language of computers is known as binary, an electronic state is either on or off, 1 or 0. This implies that numerology, although considered more on the "magick" side of things, might have some type of logical basis.

Section: Money Appears To Be Some Type Of Spiritual Energy Storage Mechanism

This explanation is symbolic. I think the more money you pursue, the more spiritual energy that you give up... LITERALLY. There is probably a direct linear correlation to how much money you have and how much spiritual energy you give up. And the man who controls the banking system harnesses this somehow. This tells me spiritual physics does have equations and spiritual energy seems crucial for immortality, non-proven but I think this is the case. Perhaps if the value of money depreciates or an economy collapses, it means the controllers of the banking system have taken away your spiritual energy and are using it for themselves somehow. So how does this work exactly? I don't know. Am I going to ponder it? Of course. Money is a system that another man has created, not you. And if you use the money system, you are by definition, not the alpha male. Even philosophically, this should be logical to you. If you have no desire to be the alpha male of this world, then you're fine and the banking system is nothing for you to worry about. So what does it mean, spiritually, if an economy collapses and money becomes worthless? Again, I don't know. As a conspiracy theorist, I do believe economies are collapsed on purpose. As long as you make money one of the main focuses of your life, the controllers of the banking system know they have you. It doesn't matter if you are good or evil, rich or poor, enlightened or clueless; as long as you pursue money, the controllers of the banking system know that you will eventually die for them.

Section: The Best Resource On The Planet Is Not Gold Or Metal Or Wood Or Stone... It's Another Human Being

This will only apply to you if you live in the USA and have a social security number. As a general definition, I will say the elite are the people who control the various systems of our society. My speculation is that there is one man at the top who controls it all, so it is hierarchical. I do not know the details of this hierarchy, deduction only gets you so far. We actually have no idea who these individuals are, they keep themselves hidden and they are not movie-star famous. Your social security number is traded on the stock market as a type of commodity. A single individual person, another human being, one of the elite, owns your social security number and therefore owns you. All the toils and labors of your life are for this person. Let's say you are a famous movie star. You have a hit movie, you make a lot of money, you get more movie offers. The member of the elite who owns your social security number benefits from all the money you make, and you have no idea who this person is. What probably happens is that the member of the elite, who bought your social security number for very cheap, will try to make you famous. This would be a very good return on investment. Or let's say you have a minor role in a movie. The elite watch movies and will try to see if a minor actor stands out from everyone else, this minor actor does have the potential to become famous and make a lot of money. They will find out your name and your social security number and try to buy your social security number from whoever already owns it. This is also the case with famous athletes. A company, business, or corporation's tax ID is also probably traded, bought, sold, or owned in a similar fashion. It may even be a type of auction. The elite do not have social security numbers. The master does not need a social security number, it is the slave who does. That's pretty much it, social security number... slave... no social security number... master. The master creates the social security number and gives it to the slave. It's symbolic. I'm quite curious now as to who is the individual person among the elite that possesses my social security number. Who is the owner of my social security number? Who do I belong to? Who is my master? Corporations or businesses that require you to have a social security number are therefore selling you and forcing you into slavery. For the record, I have no proof of any of this, I have deduced it. The elite also traffic children. One would have to conclude most of the elite are pedophiles. They also sacrifice children. I believe the more pure and innocent the spirit is, the more powerful the sacrifce is.

Section: The Focus Of Law Is Not Morality, The Focus Of Law Is The Terms Of The Contract

Morality and law are not the same thing.

Section: Does Trying To Coherse Someone To Put Something In Their Body That They Don't Want In Their Body Make You Grow Old And Die?

Yes.

Section: The Elite "Legally" Own The Internet, It Is Possible They Can Declare All Monetary And Intellectual Interactions That Take Place On The Internet As Belonging To Them

Section: How The Man Who Controls The Banking System Controls The World


This man, whoever he is, is in fact the direct reason why death, suffering, and sickness still exist in our reality. He is extremely powerful, especially spiritually.

Section: We Can "Write" Reality

X-Files World Trade Center episode? Coronavirus movie? Train derailment/chemical spill movie? White Noise? The NeverEnding Story? Movie writers are the scribes of reality.

Section: A Purely Oral Culture Cannot Be Controlled Or Manipulated By Any Type Of Written Law... Unfortunately They Can Still Be Genocided By Cultures With Written Law

Any type of society can write and agree to its own laws, even if it's an informal society with just three people. And even oral law is a type of writing.

Section: Bullying Is Evil

Let's take bullying to the extreme. What you are bascially trying to do is get someone to kill themselves. This also applies to global political scales, not just personal.

Section: Do Events In Dreams Have Logical Causality? No... So Why Does Physical Reality Have To Have Logical Causality?

Causality appears to be nothing more than a psychological need.

Section: The Goal Of The Elite Is Immortality And For You To Willingly Sacrifice Yourself For Their Immortality... And For You To Think It's Perfectly Normal And To Actually Believe It's The Right Thing To Do Via Some Type Of Stockholm Syndrome

It appears the elite are attempting to fulfill an ancient religious prophecy. It doesn't matter if the man who controls the banking system is playing 3D, 4D, 5D, or whatever chess. At some point, he has to reveal himself and claim a name or symbol for us to know him by, even if it won't be his true name or true symbol.

Section: Let's Talk About Jesus... Possibly The Most Written About Person In All Of Literature And History

I believe Jesus was a real person, a normal human, just like me and you. I believe him "being born of a virgin" is a lie though, and his teachings and the truth of him have been twisted by scribes. But I also believe he was quite extraordinary. There may be a possibility that he is immortal and actually still alive today, right now, on this planet, in our midst, somewhere. For his time, he would logically be vegetarian and scholars have stated this. The real reason he was crucified was because he was opposed to animal sacrifice. Ah, I see now; the people who were for animal sacrifice turned Jesus into a sacrifice. Fascinating. If he's still alive today, he's probably breatharian; which would make him divine now of course. But understand, it is a divinity of his own making. His consciousness would be extremely, highly evolved at this point; we're talking two millenia worth of consciousness evolution. Even the Buddha or Avatars of Hinduism might be around. But I was born into catholicism, so this section will focus on Jesus. Let's assume some things about him in the Bible are true and some things are false. We will try to sift through the lies using deductive logic, psychology, and symbolism; and why I think he became physically immortal and is still alive today. Why would someone who was vegetarian and against animal sacrifice tell people to symbolically eat his body and drink his blood? This is definitely a lie and some type of spiritual manipulation. It's some type of ritual symbolic cannibalism. There is some belief Jesus traveled to Asia as a young man and studied numerous eastern religions such as buddhism, hinduism, and jainism; we will try to determine this as well. Scholars have noted the striking similarities between the actual teachings of Jesus and the teachings of the Buddha, not the nonsense espoused by the catholic church.

Section: We All Exist Inside The Great Mind

The Lord of The Rings is my favorite work of fiction. It was written by J. R. R. Tolkien, he passed away in 1973. His physical body is dead... but I'm sure his awareness is aware somewhere. In our reality, Middle-earth isn't real... but I'm sure it's real somewhere. If we somehow opened a dimensional portal and found ourselves in Middle-earth and actually met Frodo Baggins or Aragorn, where in all of creation would we be located? I think we would actually be inside the mind of Tolkien himself, inside the mind of his awareness. The mythology of Middle-earth even has a creator god, Eru Iluvitar. Tolkien wrote himself into his own creation, Tolkien was Eru Iluvitar. At the conclusion of the Return of the King, the last book of the Lord of the Rings, Tolkien did create a timeline of some of the events after the War of the Ring. All of the inhabitants of Middle-earth did not have free will until after the timeline. What does this imply about the person who wrote The Bible or The Vedas? Close your eyes and imagine an alien planet. Imagine an alien species with 4 eyes, 4 arms, and a tail. Now picture a single individual of that alien species. Does he have a name? Let's call him John Doe. Does he have a wife and kids? Does he have a job? Forget about him for a few days. Now think about him again. What's he doing now? Is he throwing a party or something? For those few days that you weren't thinking about him, was he living his life inside your mind? What was he doing for those few days that you weren't thinking about him? Was he chopping wood or farming crops or sacrificing children, of people he thought inferior, to Molech or Baal or whatever? Was he wondering who created him, his people, and his planet? John Doe exists inside your mind. Imagine vast oceans, huge continents, animals, plants, 2000 feet tall trees, dinosaurs, 500 feet long whales, all types of mega fauna. Now imagine the whole planet full of 8 billion of these intelligent aliens, all of them living their lives. They all exist inside your mind, inside your imagination. Are we the imagination of some greater mind? Do we all exist inside the Great Mind? And I think the Great Mind exists inside our minds, it's some type of circular self-reference. This would explain why certain aspects of object-oriented programming seem "redundant". Is the Great Mind dreaming reality? Does this mean it is asleep and dreaming us? What do you think would happen if the Great Mind awoke? If this Great Mind did awaken, I think it would manifest itself to us through our sun; because the sun is currently the most powerful object in our reality.

Physicists have concluded at the center of all the stars in existence is a blackhole. Spiritually, I have concluded that inside our minds, there is also a type of blackhole. Are blackholes in outer space actual awarenesses? Does John Doe's mind, which exists inside your mind, also have a blackhole in it? Is he creating worlds and other beings too? Everything is writing; trees, flowers, sunlight, mountains, rivers, terrain, forests, savannahs, deserts, valleys, islands, continents, snow, rain, the sun, the moon, the stars, everything. Just because you don't see words doesn't mean it's not writing. What these are, are symbols. And symbols are a type of writing. What does this imply about the worlds created by authors such as Isaac Asimov, Ray Bradbury, Frank Herbert, H. G. Wells, Kurt Vonnegut, Philip K. Dick, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, Charles Dickens, Alexander Dumas, William Shakespeare, J. R. R. Tolkien, Frank L. Baum, C. S. Lewis, or Terry Pratchett? Do these worlds actually exist and can we visit or stay forever? Please forgive my author bias, but I was raised in the USA with the classical western perspective. Existence is all mental, it's all mind; evolve your mind. Mind does not mean physical brain, mind is non-physical. Evolve your mind and your physical brain and your physical body will follow. And the weird part is, your brain doesn't even actually exist right now. All that exists is the illusion of mass.

Section: Fundamentally You Are An Infinitely Small Zero Dimensional Singular Point Of Awareness That Physically Exists Somewhere Inside The Brain When You Are Awake

Or rather, your awareness creates a brain around it then the rest of your body. If your awareness is infinitely small, technically it is on the quantum level of existence. If something is infinitely small, it has no physical structure. Your awareness has no physical structure, it just is. If something is infinitely small and has no physical structure, then it can never truly die or be destroyed. Physical phenomenon is "non-classical" on the quantum level. Particles can literally pop into existence out of nothingness. When we dream, are we at the quantum level of existence? Since our awareness is an infinitely small point, that is by definition, the quantum level. And the implications are astounding.

Section: Global And Societal Resets

I suspect the purpose of "resets" is to instill a false history. There will be old people that remember true history and young people that believe the new false history. The system patiently waits for the old people to die out.

Section: Does Watching Hollywood Movies And Supporting Politics Make You Grow Old And Die?

I'm a big time movie fan, I predominantly enjoy science fiction and fantasy. But yeah, the more I think about it, I think this is the case. Hollywood is full of pedophiles, politics is full of pedophiles. If we watch Hollywood movies, we are supporting pedophiles. Politics I don't care for, I ignore all of it. I don't even vote, so I don't think politics is my problem. But movies, for sure that's my problem. ****, I really enjoy movies too. I'm so torn about this. If anyone can spiritually convince me otherwise, I'm willing to do whatever mental gymnastics it takes.

Section: You Are Playing "Quantum Immortality" At Every Moment In Time Of Your Existence... In Fact, You Are Playing It Right Now

Section: Awareness Of The Choice When You Confront Death Itself

Section: Is The Fundamental Level Of Existence Nothingness Or Everythingness? The Void Or The Light?

Section: Possible Framework For Telepathy

Section: Can We Bring Back "Magic" To Our Logical, Scientific Reality?


A sword made by hand is far more powerful than a sword that is machined, I'm sure this is also the case with regards to cooking. I know there are "practitioners" out there and you have charms, ingredients, and rituals. Perhaps if you make everything by hand and gather everything, gather the ingredients from the wild or grow them yourself, will your magic be more powerful? Or is it magick with a "k"? When I say make everything yourself, I mean it literally. Let's say you need a wooden charm. Would your magick be more powerful if you chopped down the tree yourself and carved the charm with your own hands? What if you also grew the tree as well? And if you made the tools yourself, wouldn't your magick be even more powerfuller? I'm rather envious of you blacksmiths now. If you made your own gardening tools as well as grew your own crops, I'm guessing your harvests would be extremely bountiful. Aw man, don't get me started. What if you mine and smelt the metal too? Magick is not something I've looked into extensively. I do browse some forums now and then. Please update me if this works for you. Or perhaps updating me will diminish its power. If that's the case, then don't tell me. I will look into it myself eventually. I'm sure every culture has a "magick" tradition such as paganism, try to rediscover it. It has been wrongfully taken from you. My official definition of "magick" is "something from nothing" or "nothing from something".

Section: The Nature Of Magick And Spirituality

I've only begun to venture into this area, so consider me a newbie on this topic. Magick and spirituality appear to have some overlap and might actually be the same thing. If we apply the yin-yang principle to science, the exact opposite of science would have to exist. If science is verifiable and applies equally to everyone; then magick would have to be unverifiable and unique to everyone. In other words, magick that works for me might not work for you; your magick will be unique to you. The reason I think this is the case is due to taking psychedelics. Every single psychedelic session I have had has been unique, I have never had the exact same psychedelic experience. This means no two people will ever have the exact same psychedelic experience. Since psychedelics are associated with the spirit realm, every person's spirituality will be unique to them. Organized religion appears to make spirituality to be equally applicable to everyone. And here is something else that I suspect to be true, attempting to scientifically verify magick/spirituality diminishes its power.

Section: The Consciousness Of “The Wild”

If you are a gardener, you may have noticed something similar to what I will describe. I was mowing my lawn and I noticed a new species I have not seen in my lawn before. The perfectly logical scientific explanation would be that a bird had a seed in its beak and flew over my lawn and accidentally dropped the seed. This makes perfect sense to everyone. But what if that is not the actual truth? What if, out of nothing, the plant just popped into existence? And if you didn’t do it, then who or what did? Let’s take this to the extreme. Suppose we devastate our world and eradicate all plant life, through pollution or nuclear war or whatever. We would be doomed. But I think, one day, we would start seeing edible plant life emerge. We could of course just say, somehow these seeds survived. If you’re not a science fiction fan, you may have no idea what I’m talking about. In Star Trek 2: The Wrath of Khan, some federation officers were tasked to find a planet completely and utterly devoid of life. If colonizers settled on a planet devoid of life, I think plant life would simply start growing. And this would actually be scientifically testable, as soon as we develop space travel of course. We could say the colonizers unknowingly brought the spores or seeds somehow and the seeds dispersed throughout the planet, but I think that’s just us denying our power. The closest for us is the moon. If we colonized the moon, would plant life start growing? I believe this is called the anthropic principle. Let's say a corporation, such as Monsanto, manages to genetically engineer vegetables or fruit to no longer produce any seeds. The consciousness of the wild should eventually make these genetically engineered plants produce seeds. Consciousness will always find a way to be. Based on my own observations, I don't believe an individual plant has self-awareness, not even a 300 foot tall redwood tree has self-awareness. But something that has self-awareness is creating plant and tree life. I believe it is the planet earth itself that is self-aware and creating plant life. And its awareness is physically located in the center of the planet's core. And the planet's awareness is an infinitely small point just as our awarenesses are infinitely small points located in the center of our brains. I think our planet's awareness is manifesting all plant life. All awarenesses can communicate with each other in some way, it doesn't necessarily have to be spoken language. By extension, I would have to say our own sun is self-aware as well.
 
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Section: What Is Animism And How Would We Apply It Today?

Section: The Aboriginal Dreamtime

Section: The Mythical Third Eye Of Hinduism

Section: My Thoughts, And Dreams, Thus Far On Attaining The Ability To Fly And Its Symbolic Meaning


Can I fly? No. But I think about it often and I have dreamt it. If we can make ourselves immortal, then I don't see why we can't eventually fly. It is something I think we have to work on though. Here are my ponderings thus far.

A scientific perspective

The deepest truth I have uncovered while in a meditative state is that we are an infinitely small, zero-dimensional, non-physical point of self-awareness that is creating physical reality. We simultaneously create both our physical bodies and our physical surroundings. This is the reference point of physical existence and presented merely as observation. To attain flight is for the awareness to only create the sensation of physical body and not create the sensation of physical surroundings.

A dream perspective

When your physical eyes are open, your "spiritual" eyes are closed and your spiritual mind is asleep and dreaming physical reality. When your physical eyes are closed, your spiritual eyes are open. Your spiritual mind is awake and sees the infinite void.

A magic perspective

Gravity is a fully aware sentient spirit, an air elemental of some type perhaps?

A spiritual perspective

A purely symbolic philosophical perspective regardless of culture or religion

You need spoken language and writing at the bare minimum. When it is a lovely sunny day and you say out loud, "It is a lovely sunny day", do not perceive it as the lovely sunny day happening first and then the spoken words came second. Perceive the spoken words as creation and then the lovely sunny day happens around you, in either direction of time. Now take this concept to a mental level and apply it to thought instead of spoken voice. You are the voice of creation, you are the thought of creation. You are awareness. Your thoughts happen first and then you create reality. Apply this to any written word you see in the moment, perceive all written word seen in the moment, as creating physical reality. And be aware mental thought occurs before spoken voice. As a thought scenario and its implications, if you were in the wilderness and were completely naked and saw absolutely nothing man-made, no technology, no shapes, no words, no symbols, no clothing, nothing, only nature, and did not speak a word, you would literally be creating physical reality with nothing but your thoughts. This perspective requires no god, for you are the god in this perspective. Reality... existence... is pure symbol.

A consciousness perspective

Ignore the fact that you can "feel" your body. Let's focus strictly on "sight" for now. This is your true shape, the white part... roughly. It's an ellipse basically. You have an elliptical shape. You are an ellipse.

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If I draw in a pupil, you can see it looks like an eye. You are not a humanoid biped. You are an eye. You are an eye that sees itself. You are existence. And all the laws of existence exist inside of you.

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An eye symbolizes awareness. There is eye symbolism on the dollar bill.

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(Image of dollar bill close-up obtained from Wikimedia Commons under Public Domain, Creator - Bureau of Engraving and Printing)

If you go for a walk, you might see this.

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Everything inside the ellipse is you, the sandy soil, the wooden poles, the rope connecting all the poles, the plant life, the clouds, the blue sky. Now look in a different direction and you might see this. You have INSTANTLY changed what you are simply by looking in a different direction.

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