I turn off the light to set the mood Is the mood just right? Or do I have to twist and turn Stand on rocks Piss in the toilet to set the mood, is the mood just right? To feel or get deeply into myself to spill a few overnight thrills that resulted in pain Just call me Pain... I would rather live in poverty (Lord knows I don't need to lose anymore weight) But I shouldn't have went out on that date... Now, it has me staying up late, tormenting myself to explain that three years ago, my January 7th diary entry didn't speak of rape. I wasn't pinned down, Lord knows I didn't try hard enough to get free. I just breathed a little, in misery,and said,"you're hurting me."