Without LOVE……… How long do I wait on love? How long will love wait on me? Was my soul mate sent to me in my past? Did my selfish behavior turn him away? If so, I want to know what I did to make him not want to stay. Does love feel the emptiness in my heart? Does my heart cry for the love it deserves? I’ve let love walk away and maybe it’s never to return. OK, OK, enough with the soap opera skit. This ain’t All My Children and I’m no Erika Kane. But not feeling what I long for is driving me insane. Everywhere I go, I’m looking for “The ONE.” I’m talking with my girls and my stories don’t add up to their fun. They could be telling me their embellished realities, But why can’t I find the one to fulfill my wants, needs and fantasies. I’m a simple girl, I don’t ask for much. I just want a few kisses and to feel butterflies in my stomach from your touch. I’m not the one to argue, fuss, or fight. I just want to have the feeling of love and to know everything is all right. Maybe that’s my problem…Maybe wanting “not much” is asking a lot. Is that what has me NO WHERE? Maybe I should ask for my nails to be done Or ask for a phat *** diamond ring. Ask to be taken to dinner and thousand dollar shopping sprees. Make you tell yo mama, I got things for you to do. Question how much you spend on the gum you chew. And at the moment I don’t get my way, I’ll open up my mouth to say…. *****, you ain’t ****!!!!!! But then again, that’s not my style. Maybe I’ll meet him tomorrow, or maybe I’ve known him for a while. Whatever the case may be, I hope I greet you with open arms and a smile.