Will the sun ever shine on me?
Will the sun ever shine on me?
Will the sun ever shine on me?
I have been places no girl should ever go
I have seen things no child should ever go thru
I blame the lack of support for the way that I am
I was told to forgive, forgive, forgive
How can I forgive when the harm was done to me?
Done to me
Done to me
Done to me
I cant forgive you nor forget you
This internal rage has me in prison
Encaged with all the hurt and shame
But you won't get the best of me
Even tho' the world already has
Already has
You label me as a has been all washed out
But see what's washed out is you
Yes, you may have tormented me, plague my body
with indecent exposure
Exposure
Exposure
To sex
Sex was an escape for you, but was a curse to me
Curse to me
I carried on like a marathon runner the torch
To satisfy my urges, my need
The same sick and twisted need you have for me
For me
I hate you
I can't stand you
You have made me not know the meaning of
Real love
Real love
But see now Love has found me
Found me
You won't hurt me no more
No more
Because God has seen fit for me to smile
I say smile
I use to write about sadness, darkness and depression
No recession, no molesting, no amount of bull the world has spewed upon me
You can shun me
For too long have I carried this burden of self-hate within me
Causing me to not love the ones I'm with
I'm with
I love me
I love you
I love me
I love me
Love
Me
Is all he wants to do
Never mind the past
Because the past is the past
And nothing bad will ever last
So devil I declare and put you on blast
That the sun as long as I have God on my side
"THE SUN WILL ALWAYS SHINE ON ME!"
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