i have never felt more secure, more fit, then these last couple weeks with u till it hit, the lie of all lies the lie i told intended not to hurt u but instead hurt u more not because of what i lied about not because of what u think i did but because i lost ur trust the key to our love now i ask myself is it possible? possible to prove to u again... u can TRUST me! it has to be for me i cant lose u over this i cant just walk away i cant let u go. Where theres a will there is a way and i will find this way we argue and fight but only cuz the lost sights u cant c urself with me NE more and i can c us, but i kno its gone i want nothin more then to bring it back and keep it that. u ask whats so different... i promised not to lie again last time i lied... i promise not to lie this time u ask.. am i lying? but whats so different then i just wanted to keep u i wanted to be with u i couldn't let u go i found love 4 the first time now it's different now we've been beyond love i know everything now i kno i ****** up i kno i lied but i kno i neva had u like i did i kno i neva felt like i did we neva broke loose we neva spit tru feelings we kept it all n we neva knew how the otha felt instead we thru petty fits but it's no excuse i knew u loved me but i was blinded by insecurities i neva cheated neva thought about it just was out kickin it cuz i neva just asked u 2 stay longer neva asked y u had to go home i just assumed... and u ask... whats so different maybe it was the nights maybe the days maybe wakin up 2 u maybe sharin everything with u maybe it was everything **** maybe, it was sleeping next to u a blessing on its own waking up to ur smile heaven at my doorstep sharing every moment with u god even knows it was right now... i cry every nite if i could i'd neva go to sleep everynite it's the same dream us... n love, how we were even more then we were i don't want to wake up eitha cuz i come bak to reality again im mad u used to at least come in the room soon as u woke now i c u wheneva u get around 2 it u used to stay up long as u could 2 b with me now u just go 2 sleep when ur tired u even slept with me we made our own bed now i dont even wanna sleep n a bed i dont kno what i've done i kno u gotta b hurt cuz im **** near dying u ask y it's so different because i knew how u always felt but i didn't KNOW why is it so different?