I understand how you feel. Recently, I have been studying black history; and I have been learning how the bible, Christianity, and black culture play a major role. The bible was commissioned through the capitol church in Rome by the pope. A lot of the stories in the bible can be traced back to Kemet. In my mind, the bible is written in code. If you dissect it, it is really telling you a true story - just not the one everyone is used to hearing. I think that it would be unintelligent to believe anything that our enemies throw at our feet without first evaluating the benefit of it to you and the oppose. In my mind, the bible is a tool that is used to control a person because most people are religious; and if you throw in enough scary consequences, people will fall in line. If you are trying to control a people, you will either have to kill them, make them fear you, or lock them away. Fear is the greater tactic to control.