Why can’t I write? Why can’t I get it out? So much inside I just want to shout! Pulled one way – to stand by you even though I don’t understand what I’m standing for…no answers around. The foundation I’m standing on is not solid ground. Pulled another way – to leave a church that God hasn’t instructed me to do…lead by the Spirit not you, you and you. The pressure has hit but still standing strong, I could ask the question but the answer is: child, not long. Why can’t I write? Why can’t I get it out? Don’t have time to worry or to doubt. Disconnected Unprotected Rejected Did my part from the start, Shared my secrets from the heart Tried to connect to the disconnected but the plug doesn’t work, Wouldn’t be honest if I said it doesn’t hurt. Why can’t I write? Why can’t I get it out?