Black Poetry : who am i

04rskyers

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peace brothers and sisters

I am quite new to Destee
but I have acquired a lot info from all your postings, I think I have taken I a little too much subconsciously. But also a thank you to you all as well.

I am 17 years old, and i just woke up from a dream, I don't know but I had so much information in my head I had to write it down.
could someone tell me what all this means or what you think

I

Who I am?

Da question which lingers in the head
Something I should know, but me don’t
Then BLAM!
Caught in da scheme of things
Me am lost
Walking thru da dark tunnel
Looking for identity
Looking for self
Looking for I

All da fings me do bad in life
Can’t be I
When me out of character
It can’t be I- self
It can’t be
I wouldn’t do dat,
I wouldn’t sit back, watch n contribute
To da fall of I people.

I-self and My person are not da same
Person is a vehicle, flawed
I is self, imperfections
None at all
I am not conscience
But consciousness itself
Which has da power of will?
But To override my person takes skill
To make anything manifested in I mind real.

I-self in da image of da most high
So I ask for guidance
To give I strength to protect n empower others
We our one. I n I
And Not just da strength for only me to survive
To discover dat self is linked with da oceans n da sky
Divine
I know now, who I am
Dey call me Ro-ti-mi
But my true name is I
 
peace brothers and sisters

I am quite new to Destee
but I have acquired a lot info from all your postings, I think I have taken I a little too much subconsciously. But also a thank you to you all as well.

I am 17 years old, and i just woke up from a dream, I don't know but I had so much information in my head I had to write it down.
could someone tell me what all this means or what you think

I

Who I am?

Da question which lingers in the head
Something I should know, but me don’t
Then BLAM!
Caught in da scheme of things
Me am lost
Walking thru da dark tunnel
Looking for identity
Looking for self
Looking for I

All da fings me do bad in life
Can’t be I
When me out of character
It can’t be I- self
It can’t be
I wouldn’t do dat,
I wouldn’t sit back, watch n contribute
To da fall of I people.

I-self and My person are not da same
Person is a vehicle, flawed
I is self, imperfections
None at all
I am not conscience
But consciousness itself
Which has da power of will?
But To override my person takes skill
To make anything manifested in I mind real.

I-self in da image of da most high
So I ask for guidance
To give I strength to protect n empower others
We our one. I n I
And Not just da strength for only me to survive
To discover dat self is linked with da oceans n da sky
Divine
I know now, who I am
Dey call me Ro-ti-mi
But my true name is I



It means that when you divide your awareness

u create

two yous

self and an image of urself

ur conscience and ur ego

u split ur self from ur soul

ur soul can exist in it's female element independent

ur ego can exist in all forms, but can not be conscious forever, infinitely

the ego hates it self for this, but the soul can't form without him

in essence the "husband" is jealous of the "wife", so she hides and exists in darkness, be cause she can not face this pain

Your name is God but you never answer the call, so patience is virtue by no other name

even "consciousness" can be "un aware" of it self

but awareness still speaks and exists unto it self

BE CAUSE I LOVE HIM

I'd rather survive the illusion and trust that GOD will never see me to suffer

God promised he would never let anything happen to me, and I know why, I'd just rather pretend that he loves me more then he loves himself.

Love has never even had the opportunity to change.

Love has remained formless.

The only thing that I "wanted" took himself away from me, and he hungers not for me, but for only what I can "produce"

and still I'm still

perhaps ur wiser self can tell ur "17" year old self person is not a "vehicle" to be driven

out of character, is a better state

in character assigns role play

some aren't compelled to play a part
some are inclined to live from the heart


an old angry fool once taught me that "sometimes it's best to know when to dis engage"

for give yes

re live no
 
wow
your very wise thank you
I guess it seems that im a duality,
a being of two that can't live with out the other
I just need to find a balance
two opposites but dependant
like husband and wife

i guess gotta dis engage
to mediate and answer that call as well

thank you for that, it was very enlightening
peace

not "actually" a "duality", but "observing" your own duality

you are actually welcome

and you shall find "balance"

ur person self is the object of the book ur spiritual self is writing about self, poetically speaking

you'll find the "balance" when u realize it ALL YOU

we can only "form" our person by what is "rejected", so in essence every part of u is "active", but there are more then two parts

remember that possibility is always infinite, in the realm of understanding ONENESS
 

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