If not today Tell me when.... When will everything be just peachy and fine So sublime and sending me high On a cloud I am right now loving this feeling This swoon of X-stacy Over coming my being making me feel like I'm OD'ing I can't explain why my smile is about a mile I can't explain why my heart seems to skip a beat while..... Everything else around me seems to want to steal my peace of mind I tried to do something different today to change Instead yaw wanna know what they called me? Weird and strange. Yaw wanna know what I did back? I laughed so hard I thought my glass was gone crack I don't care if they call me India or one of those dreadlock people Wanna know why CUZ THEM IS MY PEOPLE My spirituality is just so so so right I see better in the light,but I feel at ease at night Not because I get to hide Into my own place my dark sheets But because that's where my thoughts and my calls to the Lord meets I am at peace with myself and those around me because I took the time To read my own mind I know what pleases me and turns my smiles upside down I know what taste like Peaches and makes me throw up All because I'm trying to grow up My way,my own special way I'm still on that cloud When will they be?