HAPPY NEW YEAR AND PEACE TO ALL... I guess i start this year off posing this question to whoso list to read... what to do... what to do when reality turns to reason when air is gettin thicker-- it's harder for you to breathe in-- and every other corner you facing a different de-mon-- and you're loyal to people but all you seeing is treason where i'm at is a love without an oath or allegiance I scope for a decent-- read of a life but i never reach it-- until I learned to pose question on the very one perplexing my mental state-- and just stopped my progression-- slumped in depression for years on end with a facade God could have mistook--if alive and personified my descriptive denotation of -- I -- is the epitome of "glad's" antonym but-- what to do your smiles are really tears your laughs are really jeers your fears are really spears that are piercing and failures are bricks thass building this monolith of inefficiency and confusion? how does a win feel when accustomed to losing? what to do when a dictatorship restricts what you are choosing? oozing thru life like an ameoba slight underachiever know-it-all in short a frustrated genius finding a niche in a life that tends to leave me pondering it's meaning... what to do?