What is ain’t. What ain’t is. And this my mortal reality Is really spiritual myth. Friends and family were never really family and friend and mountain of achievement was really a failures ditch. Clean is dirty and dirty clean what is visible to my eyes is really unseen and my mind lost was actually never found and moms and dad never birthed me but spilled seed into Onan’s ground and this existence is really a shadowed glimpse eternity is a second and the second eternal bliss judgment isn’t in God’s hand but lies with man corrupt and the fallible infallible temporal, eternal celestial, terrestrial good is evil and evil good and absolute truth is fable myth and love be hate and hate be love and my birth an ejaculatory accident instead over predestination by my God if is ain’t and ain’t’ is then why do we even ……exist…..