what if the sun didn't shine and it rained all the time and everyone was unkind because the sun didn't shine what if your hopes had fallen through and your dreams...never came true it seemed that all things bad just happened to you because your hopes had fallen through what if you won a million bucks and thought, "****...bless the luck" and just like that you become a smuck is that because you have the bucks? hmmm what if you met this wonderful girl told her you'd love to show her the world gave her diamonds and glamourous pearls showed her love 'coz she was your girl remembered that store in which you've seen wonderful jewelry...yes, beautiful rings you went out to buy her clothing and things but returned to find she wasn't your queen there in your bed, she lay with another a bald headed, muscular, dark-skinned brotha so busy were they...she and her lover that they didn't bother to go through the trouble of locking the door or, going else where their tryst wasn't planned or they didn't care you stand in the door, thinking: "this isn't fair" "how dare you do this you scandalous mare" what if hmmmm. what if the "nine" was under your belt combining courage with the rage you felt you caress the pearl handle as your inhabitions melt you carefully take aim...as she slowly knelt naked...by the bed...where her lover sat "****, babygurl, did you think about that?" "i thought we'd be done by the time you got back ...thought we had time. didn't know how to act you don't have to do this we could walk out the door take my **** just leave won't be bothering you no mo'" "you should have done that instead of laying in my bed can't let the brutha leave without a cap in his head as for you, sistah gurl remember what yo' mamma once said 'it's tacky to use your lover's phone it's deadly to use your lover's bed'" remember that? hmmmmm. what it?