Okay, well I started talking to a guy. I won't let his name be known but we've been going out for about a three months now. He's in the army. Sure I knew this before I started going with him but how was I to know we would only be going together for three WEEKS before he was sent off to New Mexico? We rushed into the relationship head first declaring our love to each other. I say it was only a week before he said he loved me and I responded. But now, it just dawned on me, was it real love or just lust? I mean, how else could you explain me constantly fighting the erge to go out on dates with the numerous men who try to talk to me? How else would you explain me giving my number out to guys and wanting them in a way I shouldn't? No, I haven't cheated yet nor have I even thought about given my body away since he's left but every day it gets worst and worst. It's hard going from having this man at your beck and call and going to not having him at all. Personally, I don't know how long I will be able to go on. I told myself that I could do it because I've had a long distance relationship before but a whole **** year is just too long. What am I going to do? I don't want to hurt him but at the same time a girl has needs. My needs aren't like a man but I do need some every now and then. I know he doesn't expect me to go a whole year, or does he? What should I do?