Black Poetry : What do I call this --- I have so much to say

Ms_MochaB

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Mar 24, 2001
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Kokomo, Indiana
Occupation
A Supervisor at the Sheriff's Department
blank stares; distant glares
life interrupted; like volcanic eruptions
you speak of things to come
I still remember the things that have passed
you try to block me out
now I'm mad, so I scream and shout
I leave in anger
you tell our business to strangers
I don't talk to your for dayz
when you call my mind is in a sleepy haze
we talk I agree, but I don't remember
the next day we're fine
at least in your mind
I'm trying to understand why you ok with me
I question your joy
you tell me the story
how we talked and now we're fine, at least in your mind
I say I don't remember, now nothing is solved
we go back to hurtful words and forgotten songs
I feel bad
now I'm sad, so I say I'm sorry
you say ok, but then you ignore me all day
I feel lonely sad and neglected
you tell me anger was yet detected
now I'm feeling all rejected
I leave again, wanting you to follow
instead you swallow my guilt and stay where you are
now here I am again sitting lonely, in my car
finally my phone rings, you ask me what's wrong
I tell you I don't want to talk about it on the phone
so I send you an e-mail, laying it all on the line
even to the point of describing jell-o in your spine
then I get weak towards the end
describing you as my best friend
seeking to work things out
aplogizing for the earlier screams and shouts
two days later you respond --
like u don't want to talk on the phone,
I don't want to talk by e-mail!
Anger rekindled, because I considered my words fair
you cut me down, now we're beyond repair
day one- no calls
day two- calls for questions about kids only
day three- how long are you going to act like this
day four- can you come by
day five-this is a nice movie, you won't be scared
day six-laughing together as a family unit
day seven-asking for forgiveness of the completed act

experiencing a love breakdown
acquiring love rebuilt
relationship hindered
based on ones guilt
but now we've come to understand
why we fell in love
next time choose words wisely
or we'll end this on a bridge --- with a shove!
 

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