Thanks alot. Glad you got better. You correct, the intelligent and conscious ones will understand. Im seeing other people replying with sarcasm..i mean come on, if you dont want to believe it then keep it moving..this is not for you.Excellent comments Godhood. very helpful. I know the wisdom you're imparting to those of us who believe is dead on accurate. I was so burned out on my job from working shifts 8/4, 4/12/12/8 going on 4 years I got clinically depressed from stifled rage and started sleeping on duty and worst drinking on duty and the only calls I gave two good craps about were 85's, 13's, confirmed shots fired and confirmed robberies in progress. A PBA rep saved my career by having me sign into department counseling and among other things the counselor weaned me off beer and had me drink more water (Tap water only) vitamin supplements and healthier foods.
BTW: Having lived 2 and 1/2 hours from NYC didn't help my mood any when I reported for duty either but that's a story for another time. Take care.