at weak moments i disown the label that was given to me
the label that was placed on my finger so that i mite not burn
but so that i could endour the concept of hell on earth
not all the time
just at weak moments
when frustration turns to anger turns to regret turns to sadness
at weak moments
when togetherness turns to selfishness
at weak moments
when simple transgressions create ridiculous agression
and any attempt for progression is halted
i don't wanna walk at a pace not my own
sometimes i wanna stop
stop all the facades
stop all the madness
stop the belief that my happiness is dependent on someone not me
then there are times when i wanna run away
run so far ahead that i passby tomorrow
leaving an unreal future behind me
i'm so tire of not being me
that i sleep away talkless hours
sleepaway bull**** conversations
about a past i yearn for
a present that i detest
a future i can't see
at weak moments
i turn this relationship into slavery
touching into abuse
and this love into indifference
the label that was placed on my finger so that i mite not burn
but so that i could endour the concept of hell on earth
not all the time
just at weak moments
when frustration turns to anger turns to regret turns to sadness
at weak moments
when togetherness turns to selfishness
at weak moments
when simple transgressions create ridiculous agression
and any attempt for progression is halted
i don't wanna walk at a pace not my own
sometimes i wanna stop
stop all the facades
stop all the madness
stop the belief that my happiness is dependent on someone not me
then there are times when i wanna run away
run so far ahead that i passby tomorrow
leaving an unreal future behind me
i'm so tire of not being me
that i sleep away talkless hours
sleepaway bull**** conversations
about a past i yearn for
a present that i detest
a future i can't see
at weak moments
i turn this relationship into slavery
touching into abuse
and this love into indifference