I play over and over in my head all the things you just told me. I find that I put your words on repeat because they feel so good and who knows when you will say it again. It is amazing how easily my body responds to thoughts your words evoke. I thought that it was just the physical chemistry I was addicted to. I thought that I could handle it, move on, show no signs of need or want. What happened? How did I get here? How did I get to the point that you were more than a thing for me? Was it when I watched u walk out the door or was when I saw u with her? Could it have been the moment I first saw u Vowing to have u at whatever cost But it cost me dearly, near every being of me the moment u toched me, kissed me, hugged me.... Oh the agnony of defeat, betrayed by my body so desperatelly needind, wanting, needing, wanting, neeeeeeddddding, wwwaaannnntttiiing... So I play over and over in my head all the things u just told me. the fact that u want her instead of me....that’s what ur really saying The fact that we had good times together wasn't enuf, but u think I'm a great FREIND. I thought that I could handle it, move on, show no signs of need or want. But u underestimate me, my FREIND for I will have u... no matter what. Because I know that you want me 2 that in my arms and my bed you are all to happy Yeah you will be mine and you will love me to the depths of the love I have for you Wow I slipped I let you know and now I need to roll cause I can't take it no more.