I stood before the heavens and I screamed at them and they screamed back "this isn't our fault, we've been tricked too." Once again I stand alone this time i'm holding princess cut. It was a lie. Why do people find it necessary to play with my heart to toss it back and forth only playing with mine Remember that music in the other room, you said you wanted it because it was the perfect verse over a tight beat when you really only wanted to listen to it and marvel over it The song you really want is some crappy Ashanti song. A day without life you said after Illicit intermissions After glowing the love you said we shared. In the midst of all that you were still believing in someone else's love I should've walked away then but I was all wrapped up in Todays thoughts of you. Somewhere in my naive mind I thought today could turn into tomorrow and tomorrow into forever. I wish I would have stayed O.P.P. but I was swayed by your whispers into eternity that, when given a chance to become screams, only became softer. I awoke to find that it was all a dream. you can only visit heavens gates in your dreams. Or rather it was a horrible life -mare that unlike a dream, I can never wake up from.