- Apr 14, 2001
- 375
- 3
- Occupation
- Fractional CFO, Venture P
i stood before the mirror
staring into my own eyes
silent cries brought
screaming tears
gradually lessening my grip
on the past and embracing
future's uncertainty
but letting no one in...
i lie in bed
total darkness evades/prevades
back to the wall
interior monologue
needs facilitation
but still letting no one in...
i stroll down the street
six deep but still alone
chaos ensues
surrounding life
blares the blues
the down home kind
not the tunes that i chose
or would have chosen
volume is increased
i wish it to cease
emotions assualt and batter me
like morally corrupt police
and i wanna let someone in...
this time i sit
in ponderance of some deep ****
realization is this
no one really knows me
can control me
own me
console me
or hold me
my mind advises
that vulnerability equates
with weakness and i can't
let you see this
not yet
not now
**** i need to let someone in...
still sitting...can't move
who in the hell dropped the needle
back on the record of my blues
let me grab my coat
put on some shoes
private parts of my being
i'm not ready to lose
because i'm not 110% confident
that they'll be found
even by you
But who can i let in???
i wanna terminate the guards
that protect my heart
too costly to for them to remain on payroll
relinquish my soul
have a key made,
and provide u with tokens for the toll
be comforted by your loving hold
and every night...make LOVE
But i'd have to let u in...
at my door there's a knock
peek thru the window
check the clock
no appointment
but early u arrive
as i consciously and continually strive
to let you know me
without stepping foot inside
while your presence and chocolate essence
makes me feel high, mighty and fine
i relax, retreat, unwind
nothing to hide
took off the chain and deadbolt
now baby...
STEP INSIDE!
staring into my own eyes
silent cries brought
screaming tears
gradually lessening my grip
on the past and embracing
future's uncertainty
but letting no one in...
i lie in bed
total darkness evades/prevades
back to the wall
interior monologue
needs facilitation
but still letting no one in...
i stroll down the street
six deep but still alone
chaos ensues
surrounding life
blares the blues
the down home kind
not the tunes that i chose
or would have chosen
volume is increased
i wish it to cease
emotions assualt and batter me
like morally corrupt police
and i wanna let someone in...
this time i sit
in ponderance of some deep ****
realization is this
no one really knows me
can control me
own me
console me
or hold me
my mind advises
that vulnerability equates
with weakness and i can't
let you see this
not yet
not now
**** i need to let someone in...
still sitting...can't move
who in the hell dropped the needle
back on the record of my blues
let me grab my coat
put on some shoes
private parts of my being
i'm not ready to lose
because i'm not 110% confident
that they'll be found
even by you
But who can i let in???
i wanna terminate the guards
that protect my heart
too costly to for them to remain on payroll
relinquish my soul
have a key made,
and provide u with tokens for the toll
be comforted by your loving hold
and every night...make LOVE
But i'd have to let u in...
at my door there's a knock
peek thru the window
check the clock
no appointment
but early u arrive
as i consciously and continually strive
to let you know me
without stepping foot inside
while your presence and chocolate essence
makes me feel high, mighty and fine
i relax, retreat, unwind
nothing to hide
took off the chain and deadbolt
now baby...
STEP INSIDE!
