Gathering gathered us up in a full sweep. Sistah's Rising and testifiy allowed us to be Situation cause things to change You became mean and not too nice I became caught in my slience I've cried and shed tears You did not deserve. I want to say I hate you But can't cause you still make me wet ****! How I hate you. Something’s happened and things transpired You hate me so easy now Kisses from others are like Virgin blood wine I got lost in your transgressions And you were following my footsteps My elders keep say you will be ok THEN WHY THE **** Do I keep having these really? ****ed up dreams Of Kill Die Die And the new girl I don't like She is EVIL You can't see that I lost myself in the rhapsody of you And the Blues play in my background Constant replaying of the tape That you laid for me is Played So much it is skips a beat Our relationship If you can call it that Second wife concubine status is what I was Deem to be In your minds eye Betrayal lay heavy in my psychic How could you? And Why did I let you...? I have not right in my actions either.... I am doing what you did and that's not cool You have no heart... And watch your back... Cause even though you hurt me in a deep, place in my Soul I am watching your back... Cause I got love, unconditional love for you... That will never change You can count on like the rising of the sun And the setting of the moon The shooting stars How could you? Why did you? Was it worth it? Do you have a heart? Why am I on the outside? Oh! And please come and get your bed!