Is this a decision to make with heart or head? No time for signals to be misread. Focus on reality, the situation at real Stop worrying 'bout later and how you'll feel You need to take your stand Knowing he ain't ready to be your man No need to ask him sure two of us did sin But he has his wife and this is my life. He already has four always b$tchin bout being poor For 26 years I stayed free Priding myself on how I raised me Working two jobs, getting three degrees No matter what I did always to seize struggling to make it, pushing the bar wanting to prove that I could go far and now, hear I sit, f*&ckin dumb b*tch, Ashamed of myself, the situation I'm in None of these prizes I want to win. And, again I am torn, wracked with guilt and scorn All these consequences I have to face, no assurance regarding decisions I need to make. me i should embrace while I am holding . . . no, clinging onto you silently pleading . . . no, begging for you to tell me what to do.