Black Poetry : Unfortunate future

[Randee]

I should have known
i saw all the signs
and still i continued to believe
in love, in family, in you
and,
now we're through

five years, two kids
what am i to do?
i sit and cry
i wonder why
but still nothing changed
the past is gone
covered in deceit and lies
all these truths you hide
i don't understand
was nothing you said true
i thought you were mine
the kids thought so too
thought we were building
to tomorrow and not running
from last night
it's just not right
what you put me through
and all the things you do
continue to smirk and laugh
cause yesterdays the past
im done
its over
im through
for forty years at every happy event
its unfortunate i will have to see you

 

[watzinaname]

The disbelief and hurt that your family life as you've known it has ended, plus knowing that you will still have to see him on occasion, and muddle through some how. It will take time to be even somewhat at ease with this. I felt the ache all through this.

 

[Bluewater]

Hi Randee
Your poem is very heartfelt.
Your words are touching deeply
It is hard indeed. Much love to you
dear poet, you are not alone.
Keeping the inking dripping sis

Peace~N~Love

 

[PLATINUMILLITY1]

Sometimes you just would like to....uke2: ......either willingly or being forced to see someone.....Who more than does not tickle you fancy
Flow on Randee