temp...name needs a name that fits any help out there family please Got my pen and my Paper book Releasing the pain And sharp edges Of what’s inside Flowing in my realm As demons flow Wishing and wondering Trying to be… Just leave me alone…. Going through loops Just trying to deal The hurt burns And the pain kills When will it dull? Or just faded Away Away….. Trying to get back up But seems I always fall Stab in the back crush In a minute Of the blink of the eye…. My inside Just die Die….. Empty can’t feel Losing it slowly Feeling like I am Touch mentally Just insane This pain… Cant explain Dizzy hazy Working Working Trying not to Lose myself In this world.. Not feeling whole Falling Falling Confuse Misuse Betrayed Hurt Black….. Out Wishing and wondering If things will change How much you love thyself Don’t make the happiness come The day is still blue As the night is gray…. Falling Falling Falling….. Depression sat in and the demons roam As the soul moans for release And the spirit out in a corner Cant breath Cant sleep…. Sick…… Mental collapse… Got my pen and my Paper book Trying to release Trying to break free…. One day I will… But for today I just write Write Write And one day Maybe I can break free…….