you ever have those days where you just don't feel right? well i'm having one of those days. i can feel my over emotional tendencies wanting to flare up and complicate my life. i have a tightening in my chest and my head feels so cluttered and chaotic...i'm not thinking clearly and 1/4 of me wants to cry...but just to see if would make any difference...not because i'm hurt. I'm far above and beyond pain but, uneasiness eases me into some messed up, ****ed up, corner where I'm looking for you, and reaching...for your hand, or your heart to calm and soothe me...and while they're unfamiliar to me now...they're still recognizeable in some other sense...it's ******** that i feel this way...i want to just start this day over tomorrow. that totally came outta no where so excuse me if it doesn't make the most sense. so much **** is running rampant in my mind and i wanna just go to sleep and wake up only when i'm next to you.