how could you I remember you You came in that morn...high....kinda drunk You gave me a hug told me to go to bed Told mama the same. You ransacked the fridge Only to find nothing there Slowly pacing the floor.......you stopped to sit then Fell asleep on the leather sofa Woke up that evening I came to you to remind you of my birthday Remember me sitting in your lap?? I loved you so much, Daddy... I loved the thought of being your good big ten year old Daddy's little girl. You gave me ten dollars and told we to run along. I did. I remember you You came into my room with a watch Shook me softly out of my sleep and kissed my forehead Happy birthday you said it was midnight You told me what a fine woman I have grown to be (Who me??) You open my blouse and kissed my under developed breast I didn't want to tell you it made me tingle uncomfortably But you are after all my Daddy. This is a new way to kiss people...I had seen this once on TV You told me to go back to sleep. I did. I remember you you told me not to cry this would hurt for only a moment...then you stabbed me Again and again...I tried to bear it but the pain made me yell you cupped your hand to my mouth and continued to stab me When you left my room I glanced at the watch...3... Am I dying now??? MAMA!!...came into the room, looked down at where you stabbed me ran into her room and screamed....then she went into the bathroom and ran some hot water in the tub. She carried me and lay me softly in it without questions. Why didn't she ask.... You touched me bad. I remember you Distantly. Daddy. And I smile at my last memory of you. I walked back into the room You were stabbing mommy I got the 38 out f the drawer...... history. Daddy how could you treat me like a $10 whore?