It pains me to write this but I am to confused and need help. I vowed never to let i guy get in my head but it has happened. I hate having guy problems because it seem so cliche for my age group but, i do. To the point, there is this guy i knew for practical my entire life. We attended the same church. We always aquantinces but until 4 years ago he started taking an interest in me. I didn't take him to serious because i really didn't have time to add stress to my truck load of school work and my job. But last two years we started talking, and a voice in my head was whispering to me that he's a dog. i liked him but i couldnt blind myself from his doggish ways and obvious disrespect to me. So i banned him, and that ended on horrible terms. Up until New Years this year I decided to unburden my heart and i became acquantince with him again. But he is constantly apoligizing and telling me how much he likes me and missed me. And i don't know what to beilieve. i still have reserved feelings for him but i don't want to put myself out for hurt. u know what they say "a person try u once, shame on them, you let them do it again, shame on you". I just need a bit of guidance. Thank you.