Tormented Beyond Life AmaryLLis RyL Ness Why do you dislike people? Is it because you envy them? Or is it because they have something you can’t get? Is it the fact that your friends dislike them so you have to also? Is it because of race, gender, or religion? Or, do they torment you? Tormented during life time May reflect upon your personality Having a vulnerable mind May lead to your fatality. Losing your loved ones’ To **** that isn’t fair May leave you wondering, Left in a cold stare. When, where, and why Will I die? Not left with a chance To say goodbye. Trust me, I’ve experienced it. Not knowing the person, The person you love the most Wishing you can give it all up Just so you can say Hello. I never knew my father And it torments me every day People asking you what’s wrong But all you say is “I’m Okay” When in fact you are lying To yourself just to ease the pain Crying your own river Just to escape the rain. What about that special someone that you love but don’t love you back? Wishing you could get a chance, maybe even a second with her or him. Believe me, I’ve experienced it. Feeling condemned Feeling bloody Praying this isn’t the end Even if you’re misunderstood Even if you are condemned To the darkness and evilness of world Feeling your life slip away In a gentle whirl Contemplating suicide Your unkind and untimely death Contemplating life Beyond life’s painful breath Trying to escape the torment of everyday life can have its negative or positive effects on someone. The path you choose will determine your destiny. Your choices will determine that path open for you. Your heart will determine your choices while your mind tells your heart what to do. Which is all a reflection of you.