Black Poetry : To Sex or Not to Sex ~repost~

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  1. Afridancr

    Afridancr Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    In my mind...I
    sometimes find
    my
    self
    con~fused
    caught up in a
    muse of
    affections
    bleeding from
    external inflictions
    addictions
    contra~dick
    tions

    do I dare mention...
    failed attempts at
    sexual healin'?

    My mind needs to
    be freed of the
    sexual greed...I
    need to feel that mass
    between my knees

    See, why you teasin' me?

    push it up to
    the tip of my phat lips
    thrust the mass high til'
    I release a cry...
    I'm crying due to
    the internal pain

    not from the mass but
    from the guilt and shame
    BUT...
    feels so good I
    can't quit...****!

    Con~fused
    caught up in this
    muse of affections
    bleeding from
    internal inflictions
    addictions
    contra~dick
    tions

    A nymph? Just neglected?
    To sex or not to sex?

    Want to do the right thing
    in the eyes of God but...
    oooooooohh how I'd love to
    ride that rod!! Feelin' you
    press up against my abdomen
    Got me singin' and prayin'

    ~~~~~~~~~AMEN!!~~~~~~~~~~~

    Unfortunately...these thoughts are
    only in my mind.

    reality has struck me
    can't find a man to stroke me
    (even when I try)
    Maybe it's just not meant
    to be cause he's CLOSER
    That God sent man who'll
    love me thoroughly.


    (c)2001EssenceofAminata all rights reserved


    I have to admit that lately I've been on an emotional rollercoaster. I've got many relationship/intimacy issues (or lack thereof) that I can't write about them. So, I find myself at a point where for the time being I'll be reposting. For those who are familiar please bear with me and for those who will read them for the first time enjoy.

    I'm just trying to regain control of ME. Please pray that God take away the lonliness. :(
     
  2. shaneak

    shaneak Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Baby Girl....

    I know that word loneliness all too well...and then i learned not to be alone even when i was alone. And it felt good. And then i was truly with someone and it was good...but when it ends...you not only have heart ache but loneliness all over again. Its a never ending story...so hold your chin up and walk through it like it ain't nothing....because to tell you the truth. It ain't. The only thing i asked my self was..okay...I need a steady lover. LOL NO strings attached of course. But in the end...it all plays itself out. Relationships...love...trust...honesty...single...committment... sex...everything plays itself out. Unless someone who really means something to you and you really means something to him now how to keep and try to keep the fire burning no matter what. Which is very rare now adays. I'll be praying for you honey...i think we all need prayer....I know I do. Good luck baby girl..until next time...Hold that head up...
     
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    dang girl

    you broke it on down

    "failed sexual healings...contra-DICK-tions" LOL

    this was definitely off the chain

    pd
     
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    Afridancr

    This is a very interesting piece. I think a lot of women have been there.
    One line caught my interest, sexual healing. I think sex doesn't heal. It's like a pain reliever, after awhile it wears off or a person become immune. Again they're searching for someone else to feel the emptiness. I feel sex confuses, that's why I feel a person should have themselves together before engaging.
    I'm strange to some. I treat mines like a gift and only a special man will receive it. I have a few poems similar to this. I thought about posting them. Maybe I will.
    I write a lot about my desires, it comforts me until my special someone arrives.
    I think you should continue to write about your imtimate thoughts. It's an outlet.
    I enjoyed this and I look forward to reading more.......Coco
     
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    "that God sent man who will love me thoroughly"

    trust,
    God will make it worth the wait
    hold ya head....
    let him find you

    jehiah.
     
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    AFRI

    ALL PAIN U FEEL WIT LUSTFUL NOTIONS
    IS A MYTH OF DA EMOTIONAL MIND BUT
    THE HEALING POWER IS IN GOD'S WORDS
    YA BEAUTY OF ESSENCE MY BE
    AND LONINESS WILL BE FULFILLED IN TYME
    HAVE FAITH AND LET SELF BE GUIDED BY
    GOD'S WORD ......I FEEL YA

    I TOO FEEL THIS WAY AT TIMES MYSELF
    BUT MY GOD SEE ME THROUGH HE WILL
    DO THE SAME FOR U
    I SHELL SAY A PRAYER IN YO HONOR X 3
    AND YA LONELY SOUL WILL BE FREE
     
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    Afridancr ... i LOVE this peace
    wow
    the back and forth
    so intense

    write on Poet ... write on !!!!

    :heart:

    Destee
     
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    The answer is in prayer, I know

    I haven't "fell off" yet. Still holding out!!! I'm not trying to just share myself with anybody and this is part of why it's so hard for me. First of all, I feel that I am a very sensuous, romantic and sexually active woman. So, for me to have 'held out' for as long as I have is an indication that I'm not interested in casual sex. Second, with everything in me, I believe that the one that God has for me is NOT in Buffalo. The men here are no good. The ones that seem to be ok are either married, committed or just not interested. For example, there's this brotha who's married to a beautiful woman and they just had another baby girl (7 mos) now. At the naming ceremony he professed his love for his wife in front of everyone. Now he's expecting a child with another woman who's seven months pregnant!! Now, you do the math. 7 month old child and expectant mother of 7 months. If this isn't discouraging I don't know what is.

    I welcome the support and the prayers.
    Thanks for listening:cool: