I took out a picture of you yesterday. I have a lot of time on my hands. Looked at it like I always do and wondered who is loving you now. If I could turn back the hands of time. I would not hesitate. I really miss you. I know I put your wishes after my own selfish needs. I didn’t get a chance to do it. I want to share my heart with you. I made some foolish mistakes and I know now you loved me. I know now we could have had something good. Deep down in my soul. I am experiencing something I know is real. I miss you. I love you. I need you now. I wish you were still here. Then I put your picture back into my hiding place. I don’t want anyone to know I do this. I don’t want it to be discovered and I get questioned about why, or how did I ever let you go. Tonight I hope you enter my dreams. So that we can have that special uninterrupted moment. Where I can express myself, without the pressure of me thinking. I sound foolish and feel I am acting foolish. Because in dreams things just flow. I can make them happen any way I like. I can make them happen in any fashion I like. If we do kiss tonight, if you do come. I hope you feel it over the miles that are between us. I’ll say to you. I do love you. I don’t want to wake up from this. Who is loving you now? I do know when I wake it will be true again. It’s not me and you’re not here loving me.