Is it wrong to terminate a friendship? Especially when two people have been in love with each other for some time but can't quite see eye to eye about certain things; my heart wants me to act like nothing's wrong and go with the flow but my mind reminds me that going with the flow has gotten me into this wreck in the first place.
I'm mean, he's been a pleasure to know even though we've been through hell and high water just to get where we are and things were going fine until a few days ago. I don't want to seem like it meant nothing to me but each day that goes by makes me realize how much I'm lying to myself about the things I feel inside and my facade seems so real that I'm fooling my own self.
I just thought that maybe since he felt the need to throw another woman in my face just to get something outta me shows that maybe this has gone on long enough and that I should clean my hands of him completely.
But what about our friendship? Should I try to preserve that?
I'm mean, he's been a pleasure to know even though we've been through hell and high water just to get where we are and things were going fine until a few days ago. I don't want to seem like it meant nothing to me but each day that goes by makes me realize how much I'm lying to myself about the things I feel inside and my facade seems so real that I'm fooling my own self.
I just thought that maybe since he felt the need to throw another woman in my face just to get something outta me shows that maybe this has gone on long enough and that I should clean my hands of him completely.
But what about our friendship? Should I try to preserve that?