You know what I want
exactly what I have
a smile so wide it matches the sway
of my hips and the breadth of my chest
and when you touch me my panties get wet
but, honestly, those things are wants not needs
****, I could do most of that for me
what I have is two boys who were suffering
from what I could never provide
a strong black man, a constant by their sides
and last night stepping back
watching interactions between you three
I felt like the Grinch
when his heart swelled until it could not be contained
the pain subsided and I knew you weren't just mine
but ours and this home finally felt complete
tears leaked forth were not discreet
I hope you know we all need you
exactly what I have
a smile so wide it matches the sway
of my hips and the breadth of my chest
and when you touch me my panties get wet
but, honestly, those things are wants not needs
****, I could do most of that for me
what I have is two boys who were suffering
from what I could never provide
a strong black man, a constant by their sides
and last night stepping back
watching interactions between you three
I felt like the Grinch
when his heart swelled until it could not be contained
the pain subsided and I knew you weren't just mine
but ours and this home finally felt complete
tears leaked forth were not discreet
I hope you know we all need you
