Is it just me or did I go wrong somewhere? I'm spaced somewhere out there And I fear That if I ain't here What makes this love really sincere? Is it the mere Fact that I don't give a care Who I'm wit I still take them there This biz is a low gear But hey it does pay my light, gas, and bus fare While I'm gyratin' my @ss bare It's not like I'm havin' a love affair Cause when they lickin' their tongue and **** I ain't even there I've gotten used to the moaning stuff now And I how I should lick and suck the foul While I bow The substance of beer and booze is how I usually make it through the here and now The now The now What is now? The now is NOT how I live my life.....wow Cause.......I'm not even here now See, all they see is the body The tits, and the clothes on me They don't see the sadness and cryin' that moves me Cause they only tryin' to get IN me And after they done they don't even listen to me They only fall asleep on top of me They never realize I am a lady Cause they only cum when they want and how they want quickly While they freak me It really sickens me Shoutin' " Baby!!! Baby!!!!!!!!!!" As they pump me hardy But I guess that what you get being a h0e to somebody eles's baby But shoot I figure They must not be handling it right.....my body's more mature I have virture And the literature That can bring any freak creature The way they want and better I CAN handle that dig-a-ling better than any heifer Because unlike those broads I know how to handle my figure I have the huf and the puf for any n****r Can you picture me or rather Can I take your fanasties there? Mama always said that I would make something of myself Just before she molested me and took me for herself Well, I guess I did cause she taught me to love everyone else But myself Until I had nothing but my body left So, I GIVE and TAKE as much I want even though it fools with my health I am makin' a lot of wealth I've taking everything from thugs to the wanna be Mac Beth's But you know I have to have my meth.... Where would I be without that filth? I have a gift I'm a h0e of all wealth I've seen jealous gurls look me up and down all the time I remember in middle school I used to get into fights all the time Because I took other broad's men and designated them as mine I really showed my behind While I showed them kind I was freakin' their best friends behind Their backs that were fine I didn't waste no time I had found my sign My scandalous ways were so devine And they were ALL mine But the time I was nine teen I had taken every boy in the hood again and again I didn't want those anymore so I moved on to better things I gave and gave my mama minks and things She was happy as long as I gave her rings and things At twenty my ways had caught up with me Some man I can't think of which one gave AIDS to me Now, I can't even make a family Let alone have a baby Still, I WON'T stop, CAN'T stop......I have to please every man lovely Even with AIDS they still can't stop pumpin' me So, I continue this journey until that man that gave this to me Reeps what he sows and dies by the hands of me Someday, I'll be here again........ But for now I'm off to take on my sexual journey Will you take care of me?